Funeral
Tell me what it was
That you kept inside your wallet
Maybe pictures from high school
Or old wrinkled receipts
Did you hold onto that note that I wrote you years ago
That carried all the words I couldn’t say to you so
Tell me about how you thought that I turned out
Did you expect better?
Or were you not surprised at all?
Our hands held together
I remember them feeling cold
As we sat there crying
At your mother’s funeral
I left
Took the exit out to the street
I felt
Guilty standing there on two healthy feet
I went
To a bar and had a few drinks
How does this keep happening?
I left
Took the exit out to the street
I felt
Guilty standing there on two healthy feet
I went
To a bar and had a few drinks
How does this keep happening to me?
Funeral
Dime qué era
Lo que guardabas en tu billetera
Tal vez fotos de la secundaria
O viejos recibos arrugados
¿Guardaste esa nota que te escribí hace años?
Que llevaba todas las palabras que no pude decirte
Cuéntame cómo pensaste que resulté
¿Esperabas algo mejor?
¿O no te sorprendió para nada?
Nuestras manos unidas
Recuerdo que sentían frío
Mientras llorábamos juntos
En el funeral de tu madre
Me fui
Tomé la salida hacia la calle
Me sentí
Culpable parado ahí sobre dos pies sanos
Fui
A un bar y tomé unas copas
¿Cómo sigue pasando esto?
Me fui
Tomé la salida hacia la calle
Me sentí
Culpable parado ahí sobre dos pies sanos
Fui
A un bar y tomé unas copas
¿Cómo sigue pasando esto a mí?