white for
人は経験しないと何もわからない
hito wa keiken shinai to nanimo wakaranai
そんなことわかってるって もうこれなんかいめの話
son'na koto wakatteru tte mou kore nankaime no hanashi?
ありふれた関係性じゃ満たせないって
arifureta kankei-sei ja mitasa renai tte
わからない わかってた？ わかってる
wakaranai wakatteta? wakatteru
あなたに踏み込むことがきっと怖かった
anata ni fumikomu koto ga kitto kowakatta
私が私じゃなくなってしまうような気がして
watashi ga watashi janaku natte shimau youna ki ga shite
でも気付けば寝顔とか見たりしていて
demo kidzukeba negao toka mi tari shi tari shite ite
笑っちゃうよね 笑っちゃうよな 笑えないな
waratchau yo ne waratchau yo na waraenai na
しぐさひとつでも許せない
shigusa hitotsu demo yurusenai
あなたを支配する道理なんてないのに
anata o shihai suru douri nante nai noni
愛とか恋とかそんな言葉で
ai toka koi toka son'na kotoba de
片付けたく罠したく罠
katadzuketaku wanaishitaku wanai
あなたがくれた長くて短い日々が
anata ga kureta nagakute mijikai hibi ga
憎しみに変わる それくらいに大切だと
nikushimi ni kawaru sore kurai ni taisetsuda to
気付かないようにまぶたをそっと結んで
kidzukanai you ni mabuta o sotto musunde
涙は出ない まだ出ない まだ出ない
namida wa denai mada denai mada denai
涙が出ないや
namida ga denai ya
人を思うことがこんなにも苦しいなら
hito o omou koto ga kon'na nimo kurushiinara
知りたくなかった ドラマみたいな話だね 笑える
shiritakunakatta dorama mitaina hanashida ne waraeru
私は一人じゃないし、幸せでいるよ
watashi wa hitori janaishi, shiawase de iru yo
それなのに それなのに 苦しいよ
sorena noni sorena noni kurushii yo
表情ひとつで見せられて
hyoujou hitotsu de mise rarete
怖いな 怖いよ 気付く前に戻れない
kowaina kowai yo kidzuku mae ni modorenai
思っていたいけど 知りたくない
omotte itaikedo shiritakunai
何も 何も 何も
nanimo nanimo nanimo
あなたへの想いを長くて短い日々を
anata e no omoi o nagakute mijikai hibi o
認めてしまえば 呼吸も忘れてしまうから
mitomete shimaeba kokyuu mo wasurete shimau kara
もうそれなら いっそ深い黒い海の中で
mou sorenara isso fukai kuroi umi no naka de
眠りたい 眠りたい 眠りたい
nemuritai nemuritai nemuritai
できるはずもないのに
dekiru hazu mo nai noni
知りもしなくもない自分に出会って
shiri mo shitaku mo nai jibun ni deatte
曖昧な嘘で自分を縛って
aimaina uso de jibun o shibatte
同じ過ちばかり繰り返して
onaji ayamachi bakari kurikaeshite
止まっていたくはない
tomatte itaku wanai
あなたがくれた長くて短い日々が
anata ga kureta nagakute mijikai hibi ga
愛しくなって ただそれだけで十分と
itoshiku natte tada sore dake de juubun to
気付いてしまえば まぶたをそっとゆるめて
kidzuite shimaeba mabuta o sotto yurumete
涙が出てこぼれて溢れて
namida ga dete koborete afurete
あなたがくれた長くて短い日々が
anata ga kureta nagakute mijikai hibi ga
あるからきっと今誰かを思えて
arukara kitto ima dareka o omoete
さよならできるよ 全部忘れないから
sayonara dekiru yo zenbu wasurenaikara
すべて拾って抱えて歩むって
subete hirotte kakaete ayumu tte
決めたから
kimetakara
White For
People don't understand anything until they experience it
Knowing that, this is just a pointless conversation
Can't be satisfied with ordinary relationships
Don't you understand? You knew, right?
Stepping into you was surely scary
I felt like I wouldn't be myself anymore
But before I knew it, I was looking at your sleeping face
I can't help but laugh, can't help but laugh, can't laugh
Can't forgive even a single gesture
There's no reason to control you
Using words like love and romance
I want to tidy up, want to trap
The long and short days you gave me
Turn into hatred, that's how important it is
Gently closing my eyelids so I don't realize
Tears won't fall, still won't fall, still won't fall
Tears won't fall
If thinking about someone is this painful
I didn't want to know, it's like a drama, funny
I'm not alone, I'm happy
But still, but still, it's painful
Just by one expression shown
Scary, scary, can't go back before realizing
I want to believe it, but I don't want to know
Nothing, nothing, nothing
The feelings for you, the long and short days
If I admit them, I'll forget to breathe
If that's the case, I'd rather sleep in the deep dark sea
I want to sleep, want to sleep, want to sleep
Even though I know I can't
Meeting a self I didn't even know
Binding myself with vague lies
Repeating the same mistakes over and over
I don't want to stay still
The long and short days you gave me
Become dear, just that is enough
If I realize it, gently loosen my eyelids
Tears flow and overflow
The long and short days you gave me
Because of them, I can surely think of someone now
I can say goodbye, won't forget everything
Picking up everything and carrying on, because I decided