My dreams find me
In a cold sweat
I awake
I'm not ready
I'm back inside my body
I awake
I'm not ready
Finally found the right guy
A nice guy
How can I fuck it up
For a good time
A bad time
Finally found the right guy
A nice guy
How can I fuck it up
For a good time
A bad time
My dreams find me
In a cold sweat
I awake
I'm not ready
I am not
I'm not ready
I am not
I'm not ready
And I've tried to be
Anything other than
Who I've always been
But faced with sudden death
Or the improbability
Of my dreaming
I am not
I'm not ready
I am not
Ready
I am not
I'm not ready
I am not
Ready
I'm not
I'm not ready
I'm not
I'm not ready
I am not
I'm not ready
I'm not
I'm not ready