I felt a drawstring pull me up from my own shadow
Give me some purpose while my heart is laying fallow
I used to tell myself that things would be fine
If I made myself smaller, but not this time
Gave up on everything, everything I trusted
I sang out from a dream, but something interrupted
There's a hole in my heart and I feel my life in collapse
But I want to take it back
Don't mean to rush it, I know healing is a process
So I just push it down, down, down into my conscience
Tell everybody I've been doing ok
But to be perfectly honest, I'm not that great
Gave up on everything, everything I trusted
I sang out from a dream, but something interrupted
There's a hole in my heart and I feel my life in collapse
But I want to take it back
And I take my time
Wandering this world of mine
I take my time
But this time I've had enough
I've had enough
Gave up on everything, everything I trusted
I sang out from a dream, but something interrupted
There's a hole in my heart and I feel my life in collapse
But I want to take it back
Take it back
Take it back