Perdon
Esta es una historia que no quisiera contar
Es imposible olvidar y duele tanto el recordar
Sigue clavado en mi pecho creo que un día puede explotar
Quieren rap real perfecto vamos a empezar
Era el 2009 yo comenzaba a rapear el alcohol
Y los excesos no me dejaban pensar
Cada que salía de casa mi ma' empezaba a rezar
Sabía el día que me salía más no cuando iba a regresar
Y es que mi rutina era andar bien loco de fiesta
Mucha droga mucha calle hasta dormir en la banqueta
Y asi perdí 10 años de mi vida en lo más hondo
Cuando quise reaccionar estaba tirado en el fondo
Pobreza en toda una vida la enfermedad de mi padre
Madrugadas largas fueron las lágrimas de mi madre
Aquella noche triste baile tango con la muerte
No sabía que entre loqueras un día cambiaría mi suerte
Aquel día jefita recuerdo lo que dijiste
Mijo no te tardes que tu padre está muy triste
No a comido no tiene hambre solo a estado allí callado
No vallas con tus amigos mejor quédate a su lado
Tengo un compromiso jefa yo ya había quedado
Voy nomás un rato y me regreso no me tardo
Lleva tu teléfono para poder marcarte
Madre no lo tengo lo perdí en el restaurante
Aquel trágico día creia que la noche era mía
Pasar el rato en grande era el único que sabía
Cuando se acabó el alcohol fuimos por más todavía
Noche y día bajo efectos fueron pasando los días
Aquel negro día ya no sabía ni lo que hacía ni del alcohol
Que me bebía ni la droga que me metía loqueando
Con mis homies y con rucas que ni conocía, recuerdo darme
Un pase con un pinche policía
Salí pa' tomar aire con un cigarro en la mano
Sin saber si andaba pedo cocaino o marihuano
Son las 12 de la noche todavía es algo temprano
Llegó una pick up al barde y bajan mis dos hermanos
Apoco andan de fiesta caigan que esto está empezando
Carnal es mi jefito y la jefa te está buscando
Carnal que está pasando mirate andas bien, perico
Pero como está mi jefe subete yo allá te explico
La vista se me nublo un homie me acompaño lo que me dijo
Mi madre en mi cabeza vueltas dio mi compa me palmeo
Me dijo cálmate carnal ahorita llegando lo miras
En el hospital quiero ver a mi padre decirle algo importante
Algo que por loco nunca se lo dicho antes si pudiera
Regresarme días atrás para abrazarte, el vicio me hizo necio
Y eso es lo que más me parte comenzemos
Con el lado más triste de la canción, la vida me castigó
Sin ningúna compasión con los ojos cerrados
Tal vez dije alguna oración pidiendo por mi padre
Por su recuperación hablando con Dios cosas
Que salen del corazón se bien que en mi argumento
Está vez no tengo razón la troca se detuvo acabando con mi ilusión
Al ver que aquello era la entrada la sala de velación el tiempo
Se detuvo y ya solo hubo confusión, mi madre llorando
Dijo dónde es que estabas cabrón tenemos días buscándote
Sin rumbo y dirección tu padre murió antier el pinche cáncer
Lo venció está mañana ya es la misa y seguirá su cremación
Ve a verlo antes aya está bien quitecito en su cajón madre
No pude contarle no pude explicarle pero que querías decirle
Le quería pedir perdón
Sorry
This is a story I wouldn't want to tell
It is impossible to forget and it hurts so much to remember
It's still stuck in my chest, I think one day it might explode
They want real perfect rap let's start
It was 2009 when I started rapping about alcohol
And the excesses didn't let me think
Every time I left the house my mom would start praying
I knew the day I was leaving, but not when I was going to return
And my routine was to go crazy partying
A lot of drugs, a lot of street dancing, even sleeping on the sidewalk
And so I lost 10 years of my life in the deepest part
When I wanted to react I was lying at the bottom
Poverty in a lifetime, my father's illness
Long dawns were my mother's tears
That sad night I danced tango with death
I didn't know that one day my luck would change among all these crazy things
That day, boss, I remember what you said
Son, don't be late, your father is very sad
He hasn't eaten, he's not hungry, he's just been there quietly
Don't go with your friends, better stay by their side
I have a commitment, boss. I had already agreed
I'll just go for a while and I'll be back soon
Bring your phone so you can dial in
Mom, I don't have it, I lost it at the restaurant
That tragic day I thought the night was mine
Having a great time was the only thing I knew
When the alcohol ran out we went for more
Night and day under the effects the days passed
That dark day I no longer knew what I was doing or about alcohol
That I didn't drink or the drugs I took while crazy
With my homies and with guys I didn't even know, I remember giving myself
A pass with a fucking policeman
I went out to get some air with a cigarette in my hand
Without knowing if he was on cocaine or marijuana
It's 12 o'clock at night, it's still a bit early
A pickup truck arrived at the barde and my two brothers got out
They're hardly partying, come on, this is just starting
Carnal is my little boss and the boss is looking for you
Bro, what's going on? Look at yourself. Are you doing well, perico?
But since my boss is here, get on over there and I'll explain to you
My vision blurred, a homie accompanied me what he told me
My mother spun around in my head, my friend patted me
He told me to calm down, bro. When I get there, you'll see him
At the hospital I want to see my father tell him something important
Something that I've never told you before because I'm crazy, if I could
Going back days to hug you, vice made me foolish
And that's what breaks me the most, let's start
With the saddest side of the song, life punished me
Without any compassion with closed eyes
Maybe I said a prayer for my father
For his recovery talking to God about things
That they come from the heart I know well that in my argument
This time I'm not right, the truck stopped, ending my illusion
Seeing that this was the entrance to the wake room, time
He stopped and there was only confusion, my mother crying
He said where were you, asshole? We've been looking for you for days
Without direction or direction, your father died the day before yesterday from the fucking cancer
He defeated him. This morning the mass is already here and his cremation will follow
Go see him before he's nice and quiet in his drawer, mother
I couldn't tell him, I couldn't explain to him, but what did you want to tell him?
I wanted to ask for your forgiveness