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CROW

うぴ子 (Upiko)

カラス (CROW)

掛け違えたボタンを必死にやり直せど
kakechigaeta botan wo hisshi ni yarinaosedo
うまくはいかない苛立ちと
umaku wa ikanai iradachi to
歯痒さに犯されて
hagayusa ni okasarete
計り知れない劣等感に苛まれて
hakarishirenai rettōkan ni sainamarete
誰かを馬鹿にして生まれた
dareka wo baka ni shite umareta
快楽に依存した
kairaku ni izonshita

目を背けたくなるような
me wo somuketakunaru you na
ニュースばかり流れてる
nyuusu bakari nagareteru
人はなんて弱くて愚かなのでしょうか
hito wa nante yowakute orokana no deshouka

私は誰だ? お前は誰なんだ?
watashi wa dare da? omae wa dare nan da?
鏡に呟いた 言葉で胸が苦しいよ
kagami ni tsubuyaita kotoba de mune ga kurushii yo
笑った仮面を被って耐えていたら
waratta kamen wo kabutte taeteitara
本当の自分すら見失ってしまったんだ
hontou no jibun sura miushinatte shimattan da

「いとも簡単に人は人を裏切るけど
itomo kantan ni hito wa hito wo uragiru kedo
金と薬は私を見捨てたりしないのよ」
kane to kusuri wa watashi wo misutetari shinai no yo
虚な目 手首の傷を撫で私に言った
munashii me tekubi no kizu wo nade watashi ni itta
無邪気な笑顔だった彼女は
mujaki na egao datta kanojo wa
もう何処にもいない
mou doko ni mo inai

心の壊れゆく音は あまりにも静かだから
kokoro no kowareyuku oto wa amari ni mo shizuka dakara
手遅れになるまで人は気づけない
teokure ni naru made hito wa kidzukenai

幸せとはなんだ? 生きる意味ってなんだ?
shiawase to wa nanda? ikiru imi tte nanda?
答えを出せない自分が情けなくて悔しいよ
kotae wo dasenai jibun ga nasakenakute kuyashii yo
食いしばった歯の隙間から溢れ出た
kuishibatta ha no sukima kara afuredeta
嗚咽が静かな夜の町を響いてゆく
ōetsu ga shizuka na yoru no machi wo hibiite yuku

夕焼けを駆けるカラスの群れに逸れた
yūyake wo kakeru karasu no mure ni sureta
羽を痛めたやつが不器用に飛んでいる
hane wo itameta yatsu ga bukiyō ni tondeiru
私はお前の気持ちがよくわかるよ
watashi wa omae no kimochi ga yoku wakaru yo
普通に生きるって
futsuu ni ikiru tte
なぜこんなに難しいんだろう
naze konna ni muzukashii ndarou

瓦礫の隙間から見据えた光を
gareki no sukima kara misueta hikari wo
頼りに 探しに行こう生きる理由ってやつを
tayori ni sagashi ni yukou ikiru riyū tte yatsu wo
あの日のカラスに そっと呟いた
ano hi no karasu ni sotto tsubuyaita
「私もお前もくたばるには早すぎるだろう? 」
watashi mo omae mo kutabaru ni wa hayasugiru darou?
Wow-oh, wow
Wow-oh, wow

CROW

Desperately trying to redo the mismatched buttons
Frustration that doesn't go well
And being plagued by irritation
Tormented by immeasurable inferiority complex
Born from mocking someone
Dependent on pleasure

Only news that makes you want to look away
Is flowing
Why are people so weak and foolish?

Who am I? Who are you?
The words whispered in the mirror make my chest tight
Wearing a smiling mask and enduring
I even lost sight of my true self

"People easily betray each other
But money and drugs never abandon me"
With hollow eyes, she stroked the wrist scars and said to me
Her innocent smile
Is no longer here

The sound of a breaking heart is so quiet
That people can't notice until it's too late

What is happiness? What is the meaning of life?
I'm pathetic and frustrated for not being able to find the answers
Sobs overflowing from between clenched teeth
Echo through the quiet night town

Straying from the flock of crows racing against the sunset
The one with injured wings clumsily flies
I understand your feelings well
Why is living normally
So difficult?

Looking at the light from between the rubble
Let's go search for the reason to live
I softly whispered to the crow of that day
"Isn't it too early for both you and me to die?"
Wow-oh, wow

Escrita por: upiko