心做し (kokoronashi)
ねぇ、もしも
nee, moshimo
全て投げ捨てられたら
subete nage suteraretara
笑って生きることが楽になるの?
waratte ikiru koto ga raku ni naru no?
また胸が痛くなるから
mata mune ga itaku naru kara
もう何も言わないでよ
mou nanimo iwanai de yo
ねぇ、もしも
nee, moshimo
全て忘れられたなら
subete wasureraretanara
泣かないで
nakanai de
生きることも楽になるの?
ikiru koto mo raku ni naru no?
でもそんな事出来ないから
demo sonna koto dekinai kara
もう何も見せないでよ
mou nanimo misenai de yo
君にどれだけ近づいても
kimi ni dore dake chikazuite mo
僕の心臓は一つだけ
boku no shinzou wa hitotsu dake
酷いよ 酷いよ
hidoi yo hidoi yo
もういっそ僕の体を
mou isso boku no karada wo
壊して
kowashite
引き裂いて
hikisaitete
好きなようにしてよ
suki na you ni shite yo
叫んで 藻掻もがいて
sakeande mogamogaite
瞼まぶたを腫らしても
mabuta wo harashite mo
まだ君は僕の事を
mada kimi wa boku no koto wo
抱きしめて離さない
dakishimete hanasanai
もういいよ
mou ii yo
ねぇ、もしも
nee, moshimo
僕の願いが叶うなら
boku no negai ga kanau nara
君と同じものが欲しいんだ
kimi to onaji mono ga hoshii nda
でも僕には存在しないから
demo boku ni wa sonzai shinai kara
じゃあせめて此処に来てよ
jaa semete koko ni kite yo
君にどれだけ愛されても
kimi ni dore dake aisarete mo
僕の心臓は一つだけ
boku no shinzou wa hitotsu dake
やめてよ やめてよ
yamete yo yamete yo
優しくしないでよ
yasashiku shinaide yo
どうしても
doushitemo
僕には理解ができないよ
boku ni wa rikai ga dekinai yo
痛いよ 痛いよ
itai yo itai yo
言葉で教えてよ
kotoba de oshiete yo
こんなの知らないよ 独りにしないで
konna no shiranai yo hitori ni shinaide
酷いよ 酷いよ
hidoi yo hidoi yo
もういっそ僕の体を
mou isso boku no karada wo
壊して
kowashite
引き裂いて
hikisaitete
好きなようにしてよ
suki na you ni shite yo
叫んで 藻掻もがいて
sakeande mogamogaite
瞼まぶたを腫らしても
mabuta wo harashite mo
まだ君は僕の事を
mada kimi wa boku no koto wo
抱きしめて離さない
dakishimete hanasanai
もういいよ
mou ii yo
ねぇ、もしも
nee, moshimo
僕に心があるなら
boku ni kokoro ga aru nara
どうやってそれを見つければいいの?
dou yatte sore wo mitsukereba ii no?
少し微笑んで君が言う
sukoshi hohoende kimi ga iu
それはね
sore wa ne
ここにあるよ
koko ni aru yo
Kokoronashi
Hey, if everything were thrown away
Laughing and living would become easier
But my heart would hurt again
So please don't say anything anymore
Hey, if everything were forgotten
Living without crying would also become easier
But I can't do that
So please don't show me anything anymore
No matter how close I get to you
My heart is only one
It's terrible, it's terrible, just go ahead and
Break my body, tear it apart, do as you like
Even if I scream, struggle, and tear my eyelids
You still won't let go of me, embracing me
It's enough
Hey, if my wish were to come true
I want something like you
But it doesn't exist for me
So at least come here
No matter how much you love me
My heart is only one
Stop it, stop it, don't be gentle
I just can't understand
It hurts, it hurts, tell me with words
I don't know this, don't leave me alone
It's terrible, it's terrible, just go ahead and
Break my body, tear it apart, do as you like
Even if I scream, struggle, and tear my eyelids
You still won't let go of me, embracing me
It's enough
Hey, if I have a heart
How can I find it?
You smile a little and say
It's right here