(シニタイちゃん) Miss Wanna Die
目が覚めた場所には白い壁保健室
me ga sameta basho ni wa shiroi kabe hokenshitsu
屋上に行った記憶は途中で思い出せない
okujou ni itta kioku wa tochuu de omoidasenai
手を伸ばす君がいる届かない
te wo nobasu kimi ga iru todokanai
どこまでも伸びてくこの腕でもまだ
dokoma demo nobiteku kono ude demo mada
あのコを抱せなくて
ano ko wo dase nakute
Ah, 死にたい死にたいでも死にたくない
Ah, shinitai shinitai demo shinitakunai
君が止めてくれるから
kimi ga tomete kureru kara
いくつキズを重ねてもまだ足りない足りない
ikutsu kizu wo kasanete mo mada tarinai tarinai
Ah, 死にたい死にたいでも死にたくない
Ah, shinitai shinitai demo shinitakunai
泣かせたくない人がいるから
nakasetakunai hito ga iru kara
いくつキズを重ねてもまだ足りない足りない
ikutsu kizu wo kasanete mo mada tarinai tarinai
ひとりぼっち隠す君のカケラ
hitoribocchi kakusu kimi no kakera
アソビが過ぎたみたい鏡に映った
asobi ga sugita mitai kagami ni utsutta
赤い瞳で微笑む姿
akai hitomi de hohoemu sugata
ね、生きたい生きたい本当の気持ち
ne, ikitai ikitai hontou no kimochi
届かないまま消えたくない
todokanai mama kietakunai
頭上のベニテングは覚えてる
zujou no benitengu wa oboeteru
君がどこに
kimi ga doko ni
Ah, 死にたい死にたいでも死にたくない
Ah, shinitai shinitai demo shinitakunai
君が止めてくれるはずだから
kimi ga tomete kureru hazu dakara
何度記憶を消してもまだ足りない足りない
nando kioku wo keshitemo mada tarinai tarinai
Ah, 死にたい死にたい死にたい
Ah, shinitai shinitai shinitai
でももう死ねない君がここにいてくれるからもう寂しくない
demo mou shinenai kimi ga koko ni ite kureru kara mou sabishikunai
らーらーら ららら ららら ららら
raa raa ra ra ra ra ra ra ra ra
消えない痛み消える記憶また繰り返して増える傷
kienai itami kieru kioku mata kurikaeshite fueru kizu
(Shinitai-chan) Miss Wanna Die
I woke up in a place with a white wall in the nurse's office. I can't remember going to the rooftop
I reach out my hand to you, but I can't reach you. Even with these arms stretching out endlessly, I still can't hold her in my arms
Ah, I want to die I want to die but I don't want to die Because you stop me No matter how many wounds I pile up, it's still not enough
Ah, I want to die, I want to die but I don't want to die Because there are people I don't want to make cry No matter how many wounds I pile up, it's still not enough, it's not enough
It seems like the time has passed since you hid your lonely moments, your smiling face with red eyes reflected in the mirror
Hey, I want to live, I want to live I don't want to disappear without my true feelings being conveyed The red-flowered agaric above my head remembers where you are
Ah, I want to die I want to die but I don't want to die I'm sure you'll stop me No matter how many times I erase my memories it's still not enough
Ah, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, but I can't die anymore Because you're here with me, I'm not lonely anymore
Lalala, la la la, la la la, the pain won't go away, the memories fade, the wounds grow bigger as they repeat