I've been reaching out for help
Staring down a wishing well
Since there's no cure for this hell
I'll close my eyes and cast a spell
Now I'm stuck
In positivity
Go on and say it
I'm a hypocrite
But I'm sick of trying
To find love for a world
That doesn't even want it
I wonder if Alice
Ever wanted to leave Wonderland
With chasing the white rabbit
Making it a habit
Things no one could understand
I wonder if I could
Escape to Wonderland if I tried
Teatime with the Mad Hatter
Changing up the chatter of dreams I had to set aside
Falling down, falling down
Deeper into Wonderland
With a heart full of dreams
No one tried to understand
Falling down, falling down
Deeper into Wonderland
With a mind full of hope
No one tried to understand
Just get high till you feel free
Drink till zero gravity
Accept the cheap fantasy
Surrounded by catastrophe
And I'm gone
Life's weapons have been drawn
I know it's useless
To try and fight it
Fighting for
A key to unlock the door
Because I don't wanna live like this anymore
I wonder if Alice
Ever wanted to leave Wonderland
With chasing the white rabbit
Making it a habit
Things no one could understand
I wonder if I could
Escape to Wonderland if I tried
Teatime with the Mad Hatter
Changing up the chatter of dreams I had to set aside
Falling down, falling down
Deeper into Wonderland
With a heart full of dreams
No one tried to understand
Falling down, falling down
Deeper into Wonderland
With a mind full of hope
No one tried to understand
Bring me up, bring me down
Bend my mind, show me how
I'll stay awake if you
Numb the pain here and now but I know
That's too easy for me
Life showing me mercy
Cause in the end
I know I'm nobody
I wonder if Alice
Ever wanted to leave Wonderland
With chasing the white rabbit
Making it a habit
Things no one could understand
I wonder if I could
Escape to Wonderland if I tried
Teatime with the Mad Hatter
Changing up the chatter of dreams I had to set aside
Falling down, falling down
Deeper into Wonderland
With a heart full of dreams
No one tried to understand
Falling down, falling down
Deeper into Wonderland
With a mind full of hope
No one tried to understand