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From the Wavering Bleak World

Bungou Stray Dogs

揺らぐ暗澹の世界から (yuragu antan no sekai kara)

とびちったあかいいろ
tobichitta akai iro
いくどぬりかさねても
ikudo nuri kasanete mo
このかわきみたされず
kono kawaki mita sarezu
なにもかわらないまま
nani mo kawaranai mama

それでもそれでも
sore demo sore demo
あのかげをみつめた
ano kage wo mitsumeta

みなもからさしこむ
minamo kara sashi komu
ひかりのようにとおくて
hikari no you ni tookute
つかめることは
tsukameru koto wa
ないとしても
nai to shite mo

よわくてよわくてまだたりなくて
yowakute yowakute mada tarinakute
もかけどとどかない
mo kakedo todokanai
こきゅうもままならずいきるりゆうが
kokyuu mo mama narazu ikiru riyuu ga
そこにあるかぎりこがれるだろう
soko ni aru kagiri kogareru darou
ゆらぐあんたんのせかいからずっと
yuragu antan no sekai kara zutto

はいよるいたみもささいなできごと
hai yoru itami mo sasai na dekigoto
からだがたとえくだかれても
karada ga tatoe kudakarete mo
こうふくまとったおらかなけものに
koufuku matotta oraka na kemono ni
むじゃきにふみにじられても
mujaki ni fumi niji rarete mo

もとめてもとめてやまないもの
motomete motomete yamanai mono
ふりむくまぼろしに
furimuku maboroshi ni
はやりだすしんぞうをかかえながら
hayari dasu shinzou wo kakae nagara
いまわしいほどにゆめみてしまう
imawashii hodo ni yume mite shimau
ふかいやみのそこひとみをとじた
fukai yami no soko hitomi wo tojita

こころとゆうものがあるのならば
kokoro to yuu mono ga aru no naraba
そんざいをみいだされ
sonzai wo miidasare
うごきをはじめたそのときから(くらきしんえんで
ugoki wo hajimeta sono toki kara (kuraki shin'en de)
ねがうことなどああ
negau koto nado ah ah

よわくてよわくてまだたりなくて
yowakute yowakute mada tarinakute
もかけどとどかない
mo kakedo todokanai
こきゅうもままならぬきょうのむこうで
kokyuu mo mama naranu kyou no mukou de
あのめにあえたらきれいだろう
ano me ni aetara kirei darou
ゆらぐあんたんのせかいよりきっと
yuragu antan no sekai yori kitto

From the Wavering Bleak World

Jumped into the red color
No matter how many times I layer it
This thirst remains unsatisfied
Without anything changing

Still, still
I gaze at that shadow

Shining from the sky
Like a light from afar
Even if I can't grasp
Weak, still weak, not enough yet
Even if I can't reach it
Unable to breathe properly, the reason to live
As long as it's there, I will long for it
From the wavering bleak world forever

Yes, even the night pain and trivial events
Even if my body is torn apart
By those who wear a false mask of happiness
Even if I'm trampled on recklessly

Searching, endlessly searching
Turning back to illusions
As my heart starts to beat faster
I dream so intensely it's eerie
Closing my eyes to the depths of deep darkness

If there is such a thing as a soul
Discovering existence
From the moment it began to move
In the dark abyss
There is no need to wish
Weak, still weak, not enough yet
Even if I can't reach it
Beyond today, where respiration is unstable
If I could meet those eyes, it would be beautiful
Surely, from the wavering bleak world