Honto No Watashi
本当の私
hontou no watashi
知らないくせに
shiranai kuse ni
わかったような
wakatta you na
笑顔見せないで
egao misenaide
近くにいてもずっと一緒でも
chikaku ni ite mo zutto issho demo
理解もせずに内心うざがって
rikai mo sezuni naishin uzagatte
今日もぶなんに過ごせるように
kyou mo bunan ni sukareru you ni
気づけばこんな嫌な奴になってた
kidzukeba konna iya na yatsu ni natteta
本当の私を
hontou no watashi wo
愛してくれる人はいるのかな
aishite kureru hito wa iru no kana?
ごめんいい子じゃなくて
gomen ii ko janakute
ずるくて
zurukute
だまして
damashite
壊れて
kowarete
期待に応えられなくて
kitai ni kotaerarenakute
ごめんできそこないで
gomen dekisokonaide
弱くて
yowakute
ださくて
dasakute
腐って
kusatte
燃ゆるは見せられなくて
moyuruha miserarenakute
それでも優しいのはなんで
soredemo yasashii no wa nande?
家族と家ど異なる命
kazoku to ie do kotonaru inochi
きっと全部はわかり合えないよ
kitto zenbu wa wakari aenai yo
嘘つく私演じる私
usotsuku watashi enjiru watashi
誰が見たって嫌な奴で最低だ
darega mitatte iya na yatsu de saitei da
本当の私を
hontou no watashi wo
知ったらきっと捨てられちゃうかな
shittara kitto suterarechau kana?
ごめんいい子じゃなくて
gomen ii ko janakute
寝たんで
netande
あたって
atatte
怖して
kowoshite
私で悩ませてしまって
watashi de nayamasete shimatte
ごめんできそこないで
gomen dekisokonaide
強がって
tsuyogatte
生きがって
ikigatte
もらった心を汚してしまって
moratta kokoro wo yogoshite shimatte
それでも優しいのはなんで
soredemo yasashii no wa nande?
胸晴れること
mune hareru koto
今はまだないけれど
ima wa mada nai keredo
できたら喜んでくれるかな
dekitara yoronde kureru kana?
ああ
ah
ごめん可愛くなくて
gomen kawaikunakute
見た目も性格も嫌いで
mitame mo seikaku mo kiraide
鏡も見たくないくらい
kagami mo mitakunai kurai
私に構わないで
watashi ni kamawanaide
話して
hanashite
ほっといて
hottoite
ぶつけた
butsuketa
言ってはダメな言葉も
itte wa dame na kotoba mo
それでも暖かいのは
soredemo atatakai no wa
ごめんいい子じゃなくて
gomen ii ko janakute
ずるくて
zurukute
だまして
damashite
壊れて
kowarete
期待に応えられなくて
kitai ni kotaerarenakute
ごめんできそこないで
gomen dekisokonaide
弱くて
yowakute
ださくて
dasakute
腐って
kusatte
燃ゆるは見せられなくて
moyuruha miserarenakute
それでも優しいのはなんで
soredemo yasashii no wa nande?
どんな私も包んでくれる
donna watashi mo tsutsunde kureru
ともも大きな
tomemo ooki na
愛はありました
ai wa arimashita
True Self
The real me
Even though you don't know
Don't act like you understand
Don't show me that smile
Even if you're close, even if we're always together
Annoyed inside without understanding
So I can get through another day
Before I knew it, I had become such an unpleasant person
Is there someone who will love
The real me?
Sorry I'm not a good girl
Sneaky
Deceiving
Breaking
Unable to meet expectations
Sorry for being a failure
Weak
Pathetic
Rotting
Can't show my burning passion
But why are you still kind?
Different lives between family and home
Surely we can't understand everything
The me who lies, the me who acts
No matter who sees, I'm a terrible person
If you knew the real me
Would you surely abandon me?
Sorry I'm not a good girl
Lying down
Lashing out
Scaring
Causing me trouble
Sorry for being a failure
Pretending to be strong
Surviving
Tainting the heart I received
But why are you still kind?
There's no clear feeling in my heart yet
But if it happens, will you be happy?
Ah
Sorry for not being cute
Hating my appearance and personality
To the point where I don't even want to look in the mirror
Don't bother with me
Talking
Leave me alone
Venting
Even the words I shouldn't say
But why are you still warm?
Sorry I'm not a good girl
Sneaky
Deceiving
Breaking
Unable to meet expectations
Sorry for being a failure
Weak
Pathetic
Rotting
Can't show my burning passion
But why are you still kind?
Embracing every part of me
There was a big love
Escrita por: Gom / HoneyWorks / Shito