ハルノ寂寞 (Haru no Sekibaku)
何回も傷ついて
nankai mo kizutsuite
ポッカリ穴が空いていたので
pokkari ana ga aite ita no de
針を通して引きつっていたんだよ
hari o tooshite hikitsutte itan da yo
何日も守り抜いて
nannichi mo mamorinuite
重たくたって口を閉じて
omotakutatte kuchi o tojite
破けるくらいに抱えてみたんだよ
yabukeru kurai ni kakaete mitan da yo
何回も傷ついて
nankai mo kizutsuite
開いた穴を塞いで隠して
aita ana o nutte kakushite
なるべく長く一緒にいたいんだよ
narubeku nagaku issho ni itain da yo
何日も守り抜いて
nannichi mo mamorinuite
吐きたくたって歯を食いしばっただけ
hakitakuta tte ha o kuishibatta dake
抱えてもらっていたんだよ
kakaete moratte itanda yo
無理やり口を閉じたって苦しくないわ
muriyariguchi o tojita tte kurushikunai wa
くたびれた私がダメだったんだね
kutabireta atashi ga dame dattan da ne
まだ役に立つつもりだったけれど
mada yakunitatsu tsumori datta keredo
ちぎれる前に思いやりすれ違って君とさようなら
chigireru mae ni omoiyari surechigatte kimi to sayounara
くたびれた私がダメだったんだね
kutabireta atashi ga dame dattan da ne
まだ君の匂いも残っているよ
mada kimi no nioi mo nokotte iru yo
ちぎれる前に少しだけ残り押し痛そうにさようなら
chigireru mae ni sukoshi dake nagorioshisou ni sayounara
何回も傷ついてきた顔も体もまだ使えるよ
nankai mo kizutsuite kita kao mo karada mo mada tsukaeru yo
捨てないで誰かに譲らないでほしいだけなの
sutenaide dareka ni yuzuranaide hoshii dake na no
くたびれた私がダメだった
kutabireta atashi ga dame datta
くたびれた私がダメだったんだね
kutabireta atashi ga dame dattan da ne
頼られていると思い込んでいるよ
tayorarete iru to omoikonde iru yo
ちぎれる前の新品見しようの私に傾けやしない
chigireru mae no shinpin mishiyou no atashi ni kateyashinai
くたびれた私がダメだったんだね
kutabireta atashi ga dame dattan da ne
色褪せただけ思い出していけるよ
iroaseta dake omoidashite ikeru yo
ちぎれた後に少しだけ残り押し痛そうにさようなら
chigireta ato ni sukoshi dake nagorioshisou ni sayounara
Spring Loneliness
Got hurt many times
There was a big hole
I was pulling through with a needle
Protected for many days
Heavy, closed my mouth
Tried to hold it until it tore
Got hurt many times
Covered the open hole, hid it
Wanted to stay together as long as possible
Protected for many days
Even though I wanted to spit, just gritted my teeth
I was being held
Forcing my mouth shut doesn't hurt
The tired me was no good
I thought I could still be useful
Before tearing apart, let's say goodbye, passing each other with kindness
The tired me was no good
Your scent still lingers
Before tearing apart, just a little bit left, painfully saying goodbye
The face and body that have been hurt many times are still usable
Don't throw them away, just don't hand them over to anyone
The tired me was no good
The tired me was no good
I thought I was being relied on
Won't lean towards the brand new me before tearing apart
The tired me was no good
Just remembering the faded colors
After tearing apart, just a little bit left, painfully saying goodbye