Caffeine
もう何回うずくまってしまったか
mou nan kai uzukumatte shimatta ka
覚えていないくらいには
oboeteinai kurai ni wa
切ない匂い覚え過ぎたんだ
setsunai nioi oboe sugita n da
廃水溝流れ込んだ心の中身たち
haisuikou nadare konda kokoro no nakami tachi
深紅にレモネードこぼした次の夜が
shinku ni remoneido koboshita tsugi no yo ga
目を閉じ開けた時には
me wo toji aketa tokini wa
すぐそばまで顔を見せている
sugu soba made kao wo miseteiru
叶わない想いの束が
kanawanai omoi no tagui ga
バスルムのノブを落として
basurumu no nobu wo otoshite
一人になれた最近をまだ叫んでる
hitori ni nareta saikin wo mada sakenderu
最後のお願いを聞いておくれ
saigo no onegai wo kiite okure
僕のことを十秒間だけでいいから教えてよ
boku no koto wo juu byoukan dake de ii kara oshiete yo
もう何回一人で死んでしまったか
mou nan kai hitori de shinde shimatta ka
覚えてないくらいには
oboetenai kurai ni wa
切ない匂い苦しすぎたんだ
setsunai nioi kurushi sugita n da
枕の上倒れ込んだ心の明かりたち
makura no ue taore konda kokoro no akari tachi
子供が永遠笑っているような純粋なことでは
kodomo ga eien waratte iru youna junsui na koto de wa
消せない病気隠し過ぎたんだ
kesenai byouki kakushi sugita n da
その幸せ包み込んだ後ろの歪みたち
sono shiawase tsutsumi konda ushiro no yugami tachi
深紅にレモネード流したはずの夜が
shinku ni remoneido nagashita hazu no yo ga
空っぽの僕を笑うようなうずきで瞳が冷える
karappo no boku wo warau youna uzukide hitomi ga hieru
何もかも揃えた世界が「必ず」にクロスをかけた
nanimo kamo soroeta sekai ga "kanarazu" ni kurosu wo kaketa
一人で泣いた現実は狂っていなくて
hitori de naita genjitsu wa kurutte ina kute
最後のお願いを聞いておくれ 僕のことを
saigo no onegai wo kiite okure boku no koto wo
切り開いていいからみんな同じものを流して
kiri hiraite ii kara minna onaji mono wo nagashite
深紅にレモネード
shinku ni remoneido
こぼした
koboshita
Caffeine
I don't remember how many times I've crouched down
It's so painful that I can't remember
I've remembered the painful smell too much
The contents of my heart flowed into the drain
The night after spilling lemonade in deep red
When I close and open my eyes
You're right by my side
The bundle of unfulfilled feelings
Dropping the knob of the bathroom
Still shouting about the recent times I've been alone
Please listen to my last request
Just tell me about myself for ten seconds
I don't remember how many times I've died alone
It's so painful that I can't remember
I suffered too much from the painful smell
The lights of my heart collapsed on the pillow
In pure things like children forever smiling
I hid an incurable disease
The distortions behind that wrapped happiness
The night that was supposed to flow with lemonade in deep red
My eyes chill with a throbbing that seems to laugh at the empty me
The world that had everything crossed with 'definitely'
The reality of crying alone is not insane
Please listen to my last request, about me
It's okay to cut it open, let everyone flow the same thing
Lemonade in deep red
Spilled