Tabako (Cigarettes)
昨日の夜から君がいなくなって二十四時間が経った
kinou no yoru kara kimi ga inaku natte ni juu yo jikan ga tatta
僕はまだ一歩も外には出ていない
boku wa mada ippo mo soto ni wa dete inai
マイペースでよく寝坊する君のことを思って
mai peesu de yoku nebou suru kimi no koto o omotte
五分早めた家の時計
go fun hayameta ie no tokei
もう意味ないな
mou imi nai na
タバコの嫌いな僕を気づかって
tabako no kirai na boku o kizukatte
ベランダで吸ってったっけな
beranda de suttetakke na
カーテンが揺れて目が熱くなった
kaaten ga yurete me ga atsuku natta
もうそこに君はいない
mou soko ni kimi wa inai
もっとちゃんと僕を見ててよ
"motto chanto boku o mitete yo
もっとちゃんと」って
motto chanto" tte
その言葉が君には重かったの
sono kotoba ga kimi ni wa omokatta no?
もっとちゃんと僕を見ててよ
"motto chanto boku o mitete yo
もっとちゃんと」って
motto chanto" tte
言わなければ君はここにいたかな
iwa nakereba kimi wa koko ni ita kana
僕のことはたぶん君がよく知ってる
boku no koto wa tabun kimi ga yoku shitteru
眠たい時に体温が上がる
nemutai toki ni taion ga agaru
キスは短めが好きってことも
kisu wa mijikame ga suki tte koto mo
その時思った僕は君のこと
sono toki omotta boku wa kimi no koto
どれくらいわかってたんだろ
dore kurai wakattetan daro
一番最初に浮かんできたのは
ichiban saisho ni ukan de kita no wa
君の好きなタバコの名前
kimi no suki na tabako no namae
もっとちゃんと君を見てれば
"motto chanto kimi o mitereba
もっとちゃんと」って
motto chanto" tte
今さら気づいても遅いよな
imasara kizuite mo osoi yo na
もっとちゃんと君を見てれば
"motto chanto kimi o mitereba
もっとちゃんと」って
motto chanto" tte
今気づいたって何の意味があんだ
ima kizuitatte nan no imi ga an da
君が置いていったタバコ
kimi ga oite itta tabako
僕の大嫌いなもの
boku no daikirai na mono
なのにどうして火をつけてしまった
na noni doushite hi o tsukete shimatta
君の匂いがしたのさ 君の匂い
kimi no nioi ga shita no sa kimi no nioi
一口吸ってしまった
hitokuchi sutte shimatta
でもやっぱり虚しく
demo yappari museta
もっとちゃんと僕を見ててよ
"motto chanto boku o mitete yo
もっとちゃんと」って
motto chanto" tte
言わなければ君はまだここにいたかな
iwa nakereba kimi wa mada koko ni ita kana
もっとちゃんと君を見ててよ
"motto chanto kimi o mitereba
もっとちゃんと」って
motto chanto" tte
少し苦い君の匂いに泣けた
sukoshi nigai kimi no nioi ni naketa
Cigarettes
It's been twenty-four hours since you were gone from last night
I still haven't stepped outside
Thinking about you, who often oversleeps at your own pace
The clock at home set five minutes early
It's meaningless now
Noticing my dislike for cigarettes
Did you smoke on the balcony?
The curtains swayed, my eyes grew warm
You're not there anymore
Look at me more carefully
More carefully
Those words were heavy for you
Look at me more carefully
More carefully
If I had said that, would you still be here?
You probably know me well
My body temperature rises when I'm sleepy
I also like short kisses
At that moment, I thought about you
How much did I really understand?
The first thing that came to mind
Was the name of the cigarette you like
If I had looked at you more carefully
More carefully
It's too late to notice now
If I had looked at you more carefully
More carefully
What's the point of realizing it now?
The cigarettes you left behind
My most hated thing
Yet why did I light one up?
I could smell you, your scent
Took a puff
But it still felt empty
Look at me more carefully
More carefully
If I had said that, would you still be here?
Look at me more carefully
More carefully
I cried at the slightly bitter scent of you