The History Behind (그렇지 않아)
익숙한 뒷모습 너였어
iksukan dwinmoseup neoyeosseo
신기할 만큼 그대로였으니까
sin-gihal mankeum geudaeroyeosseunikka
한눈에 널 알아채고선
hannune neol arachaegoseon
어떤 말을 할까
eotteon mareul halkka
고민하는 새
gominhaneun sae
가까워지는 너
gakkawojineun neo
그땐 내가 참 어려서
geuttaen naega cham eoryeoseo
내 마음도 몰라서
nae ma-eumdo mollaseo
그렇게 보냈어
geureoke bonaesseo
잘 지내고 있니
jal jinaego inni
묻는 네게
munneun nege
그렇지 않아
geureochi ana
한순간도 널 잊지 못해서
hansun-gando neol itji motaeseo
붙잡고 싶었는데
butjapgo sipeonneunde
웃고 있는 널 보니까
utgo inneun neol bonikka
하게 되는 그 말
hage doeneun geu mal
응 난 잘 지내
eung nan jal jinae
너만큼이나
neomankeumina
여전히 넌 햇살 같아서
yeojeonhi neon haetsal gataseo
추운 내 맘이 봄처럼 녹아내려
chuun nae mami bomcheoreom noganaeryeo
어젠 널 다 잊은 것처럼
eojen neol da ijeun geotcheoreom
친구들을 만나서
chin-gudeureul mannaseo
이젠 괜찮아
ijen gwaenchana
애써 넘겼었는데
aesseo neomgyeosseonneunde
내 앞에 네가 온 순간
nae ape nega on sun-gan
무너진 내 거짓말
muneojin nae geojinmal
잘 지내 보여서
jal jinae boyeoseo
정말 다행이야
jeongmal dahaeng-iya
웃는 네게
unneun nege
그렇지 않아
geureochi ana
한순간도 널 잊지 못해서
hansun-gando neol itji motaeseo
붙잡고 싶었는데
butjapgo sipeonneunde
웃고 있는 널 보니까
utgo inneun neol bonikka
하게 되는 그 말
hage doeneun geu mal
응 난 잘 지내
eung nan jal jinae
너만큼이나
neomankeumina
인사를 건네면 정말로 끝일까 봐
insareul geonnemyeon jeongmallo kkeuchilkka bwa
의미 없는 말만 늘어놔
uimi eomneun malman neureonwa
변한 게 없는 너
byeonhan ge eomneun neo
그게 미운 거야
geuge miun geoya
내겐 전부였었던 너
naegen jeonbuyeosseotdeon neo
그러지 말아
geureoji mara
친구처럼 편해진
chin-gucheoreom pyeonhaejin
표정과 말투들이
pyojeonggwa maltudeuri
나를 얼어붙게 해
nareul eoreobutge hae
얼마나 아픈 순간인지
eolmana apeun sun-ganinji
넌 모를 테니까
neon moreul tenikka
돌아서는 널
doraseoneun neol
바라만 보는 내가
baraman boneun naega
미치도록 싫지만
michidorok siljiman
네가 돌아본다면 나 달려가 말할게
nega dorabondamyeon na dallyeoga malhalge
아니 널 못 보내
ani neol mot bonae
난 너여야 해
nan neoyeoya hae
그렇지 않아
geureochi ana
무너진 내 거짓말
muneojin nae geojinmal
The History Behind (That's Not It)
Familiar back figure was you
It was as amazing as it was
Recognizing you at a glance
What should I say
As I ponder
You getting closer
Back then, I was really young
I didn't even know my own heart
That's how I spent it
Are you doing well?
You ask me
That's not it
Not even for a moment could I forget you
I wanted to hold on
But seeing you smile
Makes me say that
Yeah, I'm doing well
Just like you
You still shine like the sun
Melting my cold heart like spring
Yesterday, as if I had forgotten you completely
Meeting friends
Now I'm fine
I tried so hard to get over it
The moment you came in front of me
My crumbling lies
Seeing you doing well
I'm really relieved
To your smiling face
That's not it
Not even for a moment could I forget you
I wanted to hold on
But seeing you smile
Makes me say that
Yeah, I'm doing well
Just like you
If I say goodbye, will it really be the end?
Just spouting meaningless words
You, who haven't changed at all
That's what I hate
You were everything to me
Don't do that
Your comfortable expressions and tone
Like friends
Freeze me
How painful those moments are
You wouldn't know
Turning away from you
Just looking at you
I hate it so much
But if you look back, I'll run to you and say
No, I can't let you go
I have to be with you
That's not it
My crumbling lies