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Paranoid Box

Lustknot

Paranoid Box

よごれたアンティークのちいさなはこ
Yogoreta antiiku no chiisana hako
だいじにしゃまってひとりながめる
Daiji ni shamatte hitori nagameru

ふさぎこんだこころにはえるやみてーぶるくろすからのぜっけい
Fusagikonda kokoro ni haeru yami teeburukurosu kara no zekkei
まるでしょうぞうがのようだ
Maru de shouzouga no youda
そとずらしかみていないきみにいったいなにがわかるというのか
Sotozura shika mitenai kimi ni ittai nani ga wakaru to iu no ka

げんじつへのしつぼう
Genjitsu he no shitsubou

ここでうたうことになにのいみがあるのだろう
Koko de utau koto ni nani no imi ga aru no darou
あたまをよぎるふたもじとひとり
Atama wo yogiru futamoji to hitori
えいえんとさあてのなるほうへ
Eien to saa te no naru hou he

むねのなかでうごめくゆううつのかげ
Mune no naka de ugomeku yuuutsu no kage
てらすひさえもないときづく
Terasu hi sae mo nai to kizuku

ほのぐらいこのへやわずかなひをともし
Honogurai kono heya wazukana hi wo tomoshi
ゆらりとゆれてはふたたびきえる
Yurari to yurete wa futatabi kieru

いつわりのないうそむじゅんがうむぎねん
Itsuwari no nai uso mujun ga umu ginen
そこにしんじつなどなにひとつないこともきみにはわからない
Soko ni shinjitsu nado nani hitotsu nai koto mo kimi ni wa wakaranai

きょうむとかつぼう
Kyomu to katsubou

このからをやぶりぬけだせたのなら
Kono kara wo yaburi nukedaseta no nara
またわらえるだろうか
Mata waraeru darou ka
さあなもなきくつうそこへ
Saa na mo naki kutsuu soko he

しんじていたことばもうそにまみれ
Shinjiteita kotoba mo uso ni mamire
さがしつづけたこたえは
Sagashitsuzuketa kotae wa

むねのなかでうごめくゆううつのかげ
Mune no naka de ugomeku yuuutsu no kage
てらすひかりをいまも
Terasu hikari wo ima mo

Paranoid Box

```In a dirty antique small box
Carefully shut, gazing alone

Dark tablecloth emerging in a closed heart
A masterpiece from the black tablecloth
Seems like a portrait
What exactly do you understand, only seeing the outside

Despair towards reality

What meaning is there in singing here
Cutting through the head, confusion and solitude
Towards eternity, now towards the hand that rings

The shadow of melancholy wriggling inside the chest
Realizing there's not even a shining sun

Lighting a faint flame in this dim room
Swinging and swaying, then disappearing again

The contradiction breeding in an honest lie
You don't understand a single thing, not even the truth

Nihilism and desire

If you were able to break through this shell
Will you be able to smile again
Now, towards that nameless pain

Even the words believed in are tainted with lies
The answer searched for endlessly is " "

The shadow of melancholy wriggling inside the chest
Even now, the shining light```