My World
かべにもたれてひとばんじゅうかんがえてみたんだじぶんのこと
kabe ni motarete hitobanjuu kangaete mitanda jibun no koto
えらんだゆくさきはここでいいのか？わからなくなるんだ
eranda yukusaki wa koko de ii no ka? wakaranaku narunda
でもこたえなんてでないままさどこにいたってひっしなものさ
demo kotae nante denai mama sa doko ni itatte hisshi na mono sa
うつむいたしせんをすこしあげみえたあさはすんでた
utsumuita shisen o sukoshi age mieta asa wa sundeta
ぼくがぼくであるために
boku ga boku de aru tame ni
うしなっちゃいけないものはなに
ushinaccha ikenai mono wa nani?
かんたんにでないこたえはつらくてくるしいよ
kantan ni denai kotae wa tsurakute kurushii yo
たったいちどのミスをなんどもくよくよしないで
tatta ichido no miss o nandomo kuyokuyo shinaide
あるけばあいせるかな my world
arukeba aiseru kana my world
だいじにしたいとおもうほどどうしてはなれてくのだろう
daiji ni shitai to omou hodo doushite hanareteku no darou?
もうこれいじょうはないといいながらまたもとめるけど
mou kore ijou wa nai to iinagara mata motomeru kedo
かたちのみにあらないものに名前をつけてゆめやあいと
katachi no mienai mono ni namae o tsukete yume ya ai to
よぶことで少しほこらしげあほんとうはそんなんじゃないのに
yobu koto de sukoshi hokorashige ah hontou wa sonnan ja nai no ni
ぼくがぼくであるために
boku ga boku de aru tame ni
このことばがまよわせる
kono kotoba ga mayowaseru
かんたんにでないこたえはつらくてくるしいよ
kantan ni denai kotae wa tsurakute kurushii yo
せめて、まえをむいてゆこうもともとせずに
semete, mae o muite yukou motamota sezu ni
さがしものはみつかるはずこのworldで
sagashimono wa mitsukaru hazu kono world de
つたわらなくてなげだした
tsutawaranakute nagedashita
ぜんぶこわれてしまえばいいとおもっていた
zenbu kowarete shimaeba ii to omotteita
でもちがう
demo chigau
かなしみさえやさしさにかえていけたら
kanashimi sae yasashisa ni kaete iketara
すこしずつだけどせかいをすきになれる
sukoshi zutsu dakedo sekai wo suki ni nareru
だから
dakara
ぼくがぼくであるために
boku ga boku de aru tame ni
それがなにかをさがして
sore ga nanika o sagashite
きずつきたちどまりつらくてくるしいよ
kizutsuki tachidomari tsurakute kurushii yo
だけど、いちどっきりだじぶんをくよくよせずに
dakedo, ichidokkirida jibun o kuyokuyo seme zuni
あるけばあいせるさ my world
arukeba aiseru sa my world
ひかりはすすむさきにある
hikari wa susumu saki ni aru
My World
Leaning against the wall, I spent the whole night thinking about myself
Is the path I’ve chosen really the right one? I just can’t tell anymore
But no answers come, and no matter where I go, it’s a desperate struggle
I lift my downcast gaze a little, and the morning I see is clear
To be true to who I am
What is it that I must never lose?
The answer that won’t come easily is painful and agonizing
Don’t keep dwelling on a single mistake over and over
If I keep walking, maybe I can love my world
The more I want to hold something dear, why does it slip away?
I tell myself: This is enough, but then I keep searching for more
We give names like dreams or love to things we can’t see
And feel a little proud—ah, but deep down, that’s not really it
To be true to who I am
These words lead me astray
The answer that won’t come easily is painful and agonizing
At the very least, let’s face forward and move on without hesitation
What I'm searching for is sure to be found in this world
I threw it all away because it wouldn’t get through
I thought it’d be better if everything just broke apart
But I was wrong
If I could turn even sadness into kindness
Little by little, I could come to love this world
That’s why—
To be true to who I am
I keep searching for what that means
Getting hurt, stopping in my tracks, it’s painful and agonizing
But this is my one and only life—don’t keep blaming yourself
If I keep walking, I know I can love my world
The light is waiting up ahead