Christmas Vacation
You were depressed, you were really messed up
You know I understand
But why did you not talk to me
Why didn't you help me prepare for the nightmare
You took a vacation into oblivion
You were so low and I felt like I didn't know you
Christmas vacation you took a vacation from me
Once it ended, I mended myself
But it keeps falling back down off the shelves in my head
A twinge of pain now, a shudder of disgust
As I shield my eyes from my own memory
I knew all about your plans
I really did understand
But you didn't let me know
I wasn't invited to go
Christmas vacation you took a vacation from me
I watched in desperation as you stumbled before my eyes
She needs beer, she doesn't need me, I finally realized
My anger and pain in all your fun, you couldn't recognize
I stopped caring long before you started to cry
I knew all about your plans
I really did understand
But you didn't let me know
I wasn't invited to go
Christmas vacation you took a vacation from me
Vacaciones de Navidad
Estabas deprimido, estabas realmente mal
Sabes que entiendo
Pero ¿por qué no hablaste conmigo?
¿Por qué no me ayudaste a prepararme para la pesadilla?
Tomaste unas vacaciones hacia el olvido
Estabas tan mal y sentía que no te conocía
Vacaciones de Navidad, tomaste unas vacaciones de mí
Una vez que terminó, me recompuse
Pero sigue cayendo una y otra vez de los estantes en mi cabeza
Un pinchazo de dolor ahora, un escalofrío de asco
Mientras protejo mis ojos de mi propia memoria
Sabía todo sobre tus planes
Realmente entendía
Pero no me dejaste saber
No fui invitado a ir
Vacaciones de Navidad, tomaste unas vacaciones de mí
Miré desesperado mientras tropezabas ante mis ojos
Ella necesita cerveza, no me necesita, finalmente me di cuenta
Mi enojo y dolor en toda tu diversión, no pudiste reconocer
Dejé de preocuparme mucho antes de que empezaras a llorar
Sabía todo sobre tus planes
Realmente entendía
Pero no me dejaste saber
No fui invitado a ir
Vacaciones de Navidad, tomaste unas vacaciones de mí