Scar (スカー)
青天井はどうしようもなく澄み渡っている
aotenjou wa dou shiyou mo naku sumiwatatteiru
無策のない僕に芽吹いた症状が膨らんでゆく
nasu sube no nai boku ni mebuita shousou ga fukurande yuku
どうしたって臆病な僕らを笑うように
dou shitatte okubyou na bokura wo warau you ni
幾千の目が覗いた
ikusen no me ga nozoita
何度も何度も折れた心をただ
nando mo nando mo oreta kokoro wo tada
抱きしめるだけ
dakishimeru dake
いつか灰になるその日まで
itsuka hai ni naru sono hi made
飲み込んできた悲しみの全てが僕を
nomikonde kita kanashimi no subete ga boku wo
形付くった色で満たした
katachizukutta iro de mitashita
そうして歩いてきたんだろう
sou shite aruite kitan darou?
呼吸と同じように一つ一つ重ねてきたんだ
kokyuu to onaji you ni hitotsu hitotsu kasanete kitan da
この掌の数え切れない
kono tenohira no kazoe kirenai
消えなくなった傷跡が僕の
kienaku natta kizuato ga boku no
証だしるし
akashi da shirushi da
向かい合ったあの恐怖も
mukaiatta ano kyoufu mo
刻んで、共にまた歩き出した
kizande, tomo ni mata arukidashita
青天井はどうしようもなく澄み渡っている
aotenjou wa dou shiyou mo naku sumiwatatteiru
黒落ちる影法師のように虚しさが漲ってくる
koku ochiru kageboushi no you ni munashisa ga natsuite kuru
どうしたって痛む傷を癒すように
dou shitatte itamu kizu wo iyasu you ni
諦めへと僕の手を引いた
akirame e to boku no te wo hiita
何度も何度も後悔を重ねて
nando mo nando mo koukai wo kasanete
それでもまだ
sore demo mada
散らつく光が眩しくて
chiratsuku hikari ga mabushikute
この目に映った希望の全てがいつか
kono me ni utsutta kibou no subete ga itsuka
崩れ去って黒く濁って
kuzuresatte kuroku nigotte
変わり果ててしまっても
kawarihatete shimattemo
歪んだ失望の囁きを掻き消すように
yuganda shitsubou no sasayaki wo kakikesu you ni
心の奥で誰か叫んだ
kokoro no oku de dareka sakenda
与えられた明日に意味などないと
ataerareta asu ni imi nado nai to
ただ立ち止まって座り込んで終わりを待つなら
tada tachidomatte suwarikonde owari wo matsu nara
後悔も失望もいらないのに
koukai mo shitsubou mo iranai no ni
闇に抗って選び取って明日を練るあなたの
yami ni aragatte erabi totte asu wo nedaru anata no
美しさに憧れてしまった
utsukushisa ni akogarete shimatta
間違って、幾つ悔んで、明日が怖くて、傷を背負った
machigatte, ikutsu kuyande, asu ga kowakute, kizu wo seotta
誰にも渡せない
dare ni mo watasenai
僕だけの痛みだ
boku dake no itami da
飲み込んできた悲しみの全てが僕を
nomikonde kita kanashimi no subete ga boku wo
形付くった色で満たした
katachizukutta iro de mitashita
そうして歩いてきたんだろう
sou shite aruite kitan darou?
呼吸と同じように一つ一つ重ねてきたんだ
kokyuu to onaji you ni hitotsu hitotsu kasanete kitan da
この掌の数え切れない
kono tenohira no kazoe kirenai
消えなくなった傷跡が僕の
kienaku natta kizuato ga boku no
証だしるし
akashi da shirushi da
向かい合ったあの恐怖も
mukaiatta ano kyoufu mo
刻んで、共にまた歩き出した
kizande, domo ni mata arukidashita
Scar
The high ceiling is unreasonably clear
Symptoms sprout in me without a plan
Laughing at us, the cowardly ones
Countless eyes peered
Just embracing
My repeatedly broken heart
Until the day it turns to ashes
All the sadness I've swallowed
Filled me with a tangible color
That's how I've been walking
Layer by layer, like breathing
The countless marks on these palms
That won't disappear are my
Proof, my mark
Even the fear we faced
Carved, and together we started walking again
The high ceiling is unreasonably clear
Emptiness seeps in like a falling black shadow
Guiding my hand towards resignation
To heal the painful wounds no matter what
Layering regrets over and over
Yet still
The scattered light is blinding
All the hope reflected in these eyes
Will crumble, turn black
Even if it changes completely
To drown out the whispers of twisted disappointment
Someone screamed deep in my heart
There's no meaning in the tomorrow given
If you just stop and sit waiting for the end
Regrets and disappointments are unnecessary
I ended up admiring
Your beauty in choosing and shaping tomorrow
Resisting the darkness
Mistakes made, regrets piled up, fear of tomorrow, carrying wounds
I can't hand over to anyone
It's my pain alone
All the sadness I've swallowed
Filled me with a tangible color
That's how I've been walking
Layer by layer, like breathing
The countless marks on these palms
That won't disappear are my
Proof, my mark
Even the fear we faced
Carved, and together we started walking again