Sayoko
冷蔵庫の中には何もない ただあるのはお茶とお薬
reizouko no naka niwa nanni mo nai tada aru nowa ocha to okusuri
一条ごとに胸がふわふわ 不安が満ちてく
ichijou goto ni mune ga fuwafuwa fuan ga michite ku
iPhone撫でるその指先もベタベタと粘る髪の毛も
Iphone naderu sono yubisaki mo betabeta to nebaru kaminoke mo
何ひとつ綺麗なものなんてあるはずもないな
nani hitotsu kirei na mon nante aru hazu mo nai na
死にたくて死にたくて そっと
shinitakute shinitakute sotto
間違って傷をつけた手首は
machigatte kizu wo tsuketa tekubi wa
いつしか茶色く汚れてる
itsushika chairoku yogoreteru
締め切った僕のまぶた
shimekitta boku no mabuta
カーテンの隙間に朝が来ても
kaaten no sukima ni asa ga kite mo
気づくはずない
kizuku hazu nai
友達の襟も高幸も本当のとこ人のことなど
tomodachi no eri mo takayuki mo hontou no toko hito no koto nado
気にしてる暇もないくらい忙しいそうだし
ki ni shiteru hima mo nai kurai isogashi sou da shi na
それにしても何 このえくぼありがちな家族と人生
sore ni shite mo nani kono ekubo arigachina kazoku to jinsei
何ひとつ誇れるものなんてあるはずもないな
nani hitotsu hokoreru mon nante aru hazu mo nai na
眠たくて眠たくてずっと
nemutakute nemutakute zutto
このまんま痺れるほど眠ったら
kono manma shibireru hodo nemuttara
起きてリンゴかじって眠る
okite ringo kajitte nemuru
無意識よそおってゆらり
muishiki yosootte yurari
ベランダに登って風が吹いても
beranda ni nobotte kaze ga fuite mo
飛べるはずない
toberu hazu nai
あんなに好きな終わりも
anna ni suki na owarai mo
人生変えた音楽でさえ
jinsei kaeta ongakude sae
なぜに僕のことを否定するの
naze ni boku no koto wo hitei suru no
死にたくて死にたくて そっと
shinitakute shinitakute sotto
間違って傷をつけた手首は
machigatte kizu wo tsuketa tekubi wa
いつしか茶色く汚れてる
itsushika chairoku yogoreteru
締め切った僕のまぶた
shimekitta boku no mabuta
カーテンの隙間に朝が来ても
kaaten no sukima ni asa ga kite mo
気づかないよ
kizukanai yo
そんな日が そんな日がずっと続くんやって嘆いても
sonna hi ga sonna hi ga zutto tsuzukunyatte nageite mo
何かが言えるわけじゃない
nanika ga ieru wakeja nai
言えるはずない
ieru hazunai
消えてしまおう
kiete shimaou
うん、消えてしまおう
un, kiete shimaou
Sayoko
Inside the refrigerator, there's nothing, just tea and medicine
With each line, my heart flutters, anxiety fills me
The fingers that stroke the iPhone, the sticky hair
There shouldn't be anything beautiful
Wanting to die, wanting to die, softly
The wrist I accidentally cut is
Gradually getting dirty brown
My closed eyelids
Even if morning comes through the curtain gap
I wouldn't notice
Friends, high happiness, they seem too busy to care about others
But what's with this dimple, this typical family and life
There shouldn't be anything to be proud of
So sleepy, so sleepy, if I keep sleeping until I'm numb
I wake up, bite an apple, and sleep
Unconsciously swaying
Even if I climb to the balcony and the wind blows
I shouldn't be able to fly
Even the endings I loved so much
Even the music that changed my life
Why do they deny me
Wanting to die, wanting to die, softly
The wrist I accidentally cut is
Gradually getting dirty brown
My closed eyelids
Even if morning comes through the curtain gap
I won't notice
Even if those days, those days continue endlessly, lamenting
There's nothing to say
I shouldn't be able to say
Let's disappear
Yes, let's disappear