Shousetsu Natsu To Batsu (Jou)
その日は、夏をけのするには十分すぎる空だった
sono hi wa, natsu o keno suru ni wa juubunsugiru sora datta
けがれのない青がどれほどにくらしかったか
kegare no nai ao ga dore hodo nikurashikatta ka
理解など求めても無駄であろう
rikai nado motomete mo muda de arou
自分の存在はこの世界にいちみりたりとも傷を残せず
jibun no sonzai wa kono sekai ni ichimiri tari to mo kizu o nokosezu
生を受けたのも神の気まぐれ
sei o uketa no mo kami no kimagure
対して、すべてから祝福されている君はきらきらと
taishite, subete kara shukufuku sarete iru kimi wa kirakira to
夏、終わるの寂しいよな
natsu, owaru no sabishii yo na
君のくったくのない笑顔が私の喉をひとつかみ
kimi no kuttaku no nai egao ga watashi no nodo o hitotsukami
締めるでもなく、ただただ在悪感をうえつける
shimeru demo naku, tadatada zaiakukan o uetsukeru
信頼も友情も塗りつぶしうる烈闘感と
shinrai mo yuujou mo nuritsubushiuru rettoukan to
私は強制し続けるのか
watashi wa kyousei shitsuzukeru no ka
君を壊してやりたいと思った
kimi o kowashite yaritai to omotta
そんな自分を恥じてもいたが
sonna jibun o hajite mo ita ga
一度でいい、成人のような思考をゆがめて
ichido de ii, seijin no you na shikou o yugamete
醜い内面をえぐり出してやるのだ
minikui naimen o eguridashite yaru no da
みろ！みろ
miro! miro!
今からお前を突き落とす
ima kara omae o tsukiotosu
裏切りはずいぶん前から計画されていたと
uragiri wa zuibun mae kara keikaku sarete ita to
すべてを知った君の顔に私は青すぎる空を見たい
subete o shitta kimi no kao ni watashi wa aosugiru sora o mitai
あ、お祭り
a, omatsuri
五時にいつものとこ集合な
goji ni itsumo no toko shuugou na
Aah
Aah
ごめん、ごめん、ごめん
gomen, gomen, gomen
ごめん、ごめん、ごめん、ごめん
gomen, gomen, gomen, gomen
もう無理だ、無理です、無理だ
mou muri da, muri desu, muri da
許して、ああ、許して
yurushite, aa, yurushite
助けて、神様
tasukete, kamisama
Summer and Punishment (Prologue)
That day, the sky was too vast to bear the summer heat
How much I hated the pure blue
Even seeking understanding was in vain
My existence leaves no scars on this world
Even receiving a blessing is capricious of the gods
You, who are blessed by everything, sparkle
Summer, you end sadly
Your smile, devoid of malice, grasps my throat
Not closing, just burning with regret
Trust and friendship are painted over with a cold indifference
Am I continuing to be coerced?
I thought I wanted to destroy you
I had such thoughts, but
It's okay once, distort your adult-like thoughts
I'll dig out the ugly side
Look! Look!
I'll push you away from now on
Betrayal was planned from the beginning
I want to see a sky too blue for your face, knowing everything
Ah, festival
At five, always gather at the usual place
Aah
I'm sorry, sorry, sorry
Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry
It's impossible, it's impossible, it's impossible
Forgive me, ah, forgive me
Help me, God