Sad Days

I thought I would be okay after one year
But I still have wounds to heal
I have been allright from two months ago
But it's so hard to think alone
And I know that the bad thoughts are gone
And my dreams has grown

But today, it's gonna be a sad day, you know
Everything seems to be upside down, I won't
Cry again, I will overcome this day, on my own
Sad days, I cannot stand this shit no more

Who would imagine I will fall down again
(Who would even care)
I wanna take the train that goes far away from my head
I just can't stop all this pain
I can't control myself
(I can't control myself)

But today, it's gonna be a sad day, you know
Everything seems to be upside down, I won't
Cry again, I will overcome this day, on my own
Sad days, I cannot stand this shit no more

Today is the day, when I can't take, no more pain
I can't be brave, feels like a chain but it's called
Depression, opression, repression, agression
Trapped in another dimension
I can't answer my own questions
Do I choose my direction?
I'm just tired of my reflections
What the fuck is hapiness? What the fuck is perfection?
Trapped in my head anxiety changes perception
It changes all my world
My inception

Everything seems to be upside down, I won't
Cry again, I will overcome this day, on my own
Sad days, I cannot stand this shit no more