Я жива (ya zhiva)

Я жива (ya zhiva)

zabyvayut sya litsa, zamolkayet shum
zabyvayeshʹ mne snitʹsya, i ya ne pishu
i ya kazhdoye utro ozhivayu kak budto
svoyo novoye chudo opyatʹ derzhu
znayeshʹ, eto tak glupo, kak pryzhok s parashyutom
doveryatʹsya komu-to, no ya dyshu

ya zhiva, ya zhiva
khotʹ i ne zazhivayet
tvoya nozhevaya
no serdtse zhdyot
ya zhiva, ya zhiva
on menya zashivayet
s nim ponimayeshʹ
chto vsyo proydyot
ya zhiva

zatikhayut pozhary, ostayet·sya dym
razbegayut sya pary, putaya sledy
i ya kazhdoye slovo povtoryayu drugomu
ya smogla, ya gotova opyatʹ za kray
znayeshʹ, eto riskovo, no ya znayu simptomy
ya pochti chto zdorova, a ty skuchay

ya zhiva, ya zhiva
khotʹ i ne zazhivayet
tvoya nozhevaya
no serdtse zhdyot
ya zhiva, ya zhiva
on menya zashivayet
s nim ponimayeshʹ
chto vsyo proydyot
ya zhiva

ya zhiva

ya zhiva, ya zhiva
khotʹ i ne zazhivayet
tvoya nozhevaya
no serdtse zhdyot
ya zhiva, ya zhiva
on menya zashivayet
s nim ponimayeshʹ
chto vsyo proydyot