Quicksand

Just in case I forget
You're the first person on my list to never forgive
Cuz walking out wasn't hard to resist
And I knew from the first time
You walked in front of my face
There's a flaw in your design
That keeps me running in place

Anywhere is better than standing here
Pretending that I am not aware of our decline
I got in way too deep and now I'm
Swimming underneath your love that's above me
How could I believe in ever after
What about what I'm feeling when
I'm dialing but no one else can talk me down
Could I make believe it never happened

To this day I still say
Love is a race without any first place
And I'll never forsake myself again, again
Because with you there's no regard
How I can save face
You've pried my soul apart
I got in way too deep and now I'm
Swimming underneath your love that's above me
How could I believe in ever after
What about what I'm feeling when
I'm dialing but no one else can talk me down
Could I make believe it never happened

It's not real
I'm not really feeling this
I never believed in this
How could you be dealing this deadly hand?
It's not real
I'm not really feeling this
Why am I reliving this
How could you be building this love in quicksand?
Now I delare that this is my goodbye