Anata No Tame No Kono Inochi

This Life for You

Anata No Tame No Kono Inochi

In the fragrant spring breeze of April, I sing a pure love song「春風香る四月に謌う純恋歌」

I'm a gloomy recluse, my only trait is being quiet根暗、引篭もりの僕、無口だけが取り柄です
I'm not lonely, so don't worry about me寂しくなんてないよ、だからお構いなく
Watching the opposite sex with a twisted sense of fun, I can't get enough of it悪趣味異性観察、楽しくて堪らないよ

Unintelligible shouts and insults, I'm living life to the fullest today理解不能奇声罵声、今日も張り切って生きますです
I'm tired of childish games幼稚プレイは飽きました
Goodbye, fake childhood crushさらば人口幼少褄
If it's gonna happen, let it be real, right? Peeking through the window lensどうせならリアルでしょう? 窓際レンズを覗く
How many hours have passed? You're the ideal, the very essence of you何時間経ったでしょう? 理想そのもの貴女
I realized too late that you were my destined one運命の人と気付くのは遅すぎた

Why is it? Even though I don't know you, my heart aches so much何故ですか? 貴女を知らないのに、こんなにも胸が痛むのは
I don't understand, but you're so dear to me理解らないだけど愛しい
It hurts, seeing you, my "brain"苦しいよ、貴女を見てる「脳」が

You, inside the lens whose name I don't know, your voice doesn't reach me, I can't touch you名前も知らぬレンズ内の貴女、声は届かず触れる事もない
Look this way, I'm hiding awayこっちを向いて僕は隠れるから
It's so sad to be this close yet so far悲しすぎるよこんなに側に居るのに

If there ever comes a day when you notice me, you'll surely be scaredいつか僕に気付く日があるとしたら、貴女はきっと怖がるだろう
You'll run away逃げ出すだろう
Going crazy with anxiety不安に気が狂う

These feelings of love that can't reach you, I know it, but I can't stop独り歩きの届かずの想い、理解ってるのに止まらぬが恋
The day you'll notice me will never come貴女が僕に気付く日は来ない
I understood, I had given up理解ってました諦めてました
On a sunny early morning, just like always, you appear in the lens, a name I don't knowある晴れた早朝、いつものようにレンズに映る名も知らない貴女
I can't even say a word or touch you声も掛けれぬ触れられもしない
Because that's just how it is, right?だってそうでしょ?

"It's all just a delusion (laughing in death)"「全ては妄想だもの (死笑) 」