Shinigami Record

Shinigami Record

Shinigami Record

I thought about the meaning of existence
存在の意味を考えた
sonzai no imi o kangaeta
The lonely monster
ひとりぼっちの化け物は
hitoribocchi no bakemono wa
Was rolling its eyes, saying
人なんてすぐに死んじゃうと
hito nante sugu ni shinjau to
People die so easily
呆れ顔続けてた
akiregao tsudzuketeta

The lonely monster
ひとりぼっちの化け物に
hitoribocchi no bakemono ni
Caught the heart of a young soldier
恋に落ちてく少年兵
koiniochite ku shōnen-hei
He thought, let’s live this life
このまま生涯を暮らそうと
kono mama shōgai o kurasou to
Holding hands to keep warm
手を繋ぎ暖めた
te o tsunagi atatameta

Savoring the days that began
始まった日々を噛みしめて
hajimatta hibi o kamishimete
The monster had a child
子供もできた化け物は
kodomo mo dekita bakemono wa
But it left you all alone
君だけ一人置いていく
kimidake hitori oite iku
Realize it, I can’t take it anymore
気付いて もう耐えられない
kidzuite mō taerarenai

Gathering the power of the snake
蛇の力を集めてさ
hebi no chikara o atsumete sa
I don’t care if you cry anymore
泣くなったって もう構わない
nakunattatte mō kamawanai
I created a world that won’t end
終わらない世界を作ったんだ
owaranai sekai o tsukuttanda
Let’s just go with family
家族だけで行こう
kazoku dake de ikou

In front of the door waiting for you
君を待つドアの前
kimi o matsu doa no mae
You never show up
いつまでも現れない
itsumademo arawarenai
I was counting the drifting clouds
流れる雲数えてた
nagareru kumo kazoeteta
The sky looks a bit lonely
空はどこか寂しそうで
sora wa doko ka sabishi-sōde

I knew somewhere
君が来ないなんて
kimi ga konai nante
That you wouldn’t come
そんなことどこかで気付いてた
sonna koto dokoka de kidzuiteta
If that’s the case, I’m not interested anymore
それならもう興味もない
sorenara mō kyōmi mo nai
Maybe I’ll just disappear alone in this world
世界に一人消えようか
sekai ni hitori kieyou ka

I don’t want to forgive you
許したくもない君のこと
yurushitaku mo nai kimi no koto
But I still love you.
今もまだ、愛してる
ima mo mada, aishiteru