In Spite of Me

In spite, in spite of me
I still found some smiles
But in spite, in spite of me
I still can't find a reason why
If a friend has gone away
I need someone now and then

In spite, in spite of me
I still see faces on my wall
In spite, in spite of me
Even with ten cups of coffee
I dreamed of her again last night
Just let me off this train already

If I ask for a prayer, it feels too personal
Pride and self-love in a critical state, critical
What’s worn out is my limbic system, oh-oh-oh-oh
On my defeated knees, take the sacrifice, oh, oh-oh-oh
Uh-uh

In spite, in spite of me
I need her to quench my thirst
I built my own bad luck
'Cause my four-leaf clover only had three
My mind threw me a curveball
Wants to be the part, also the judge

Uh-uh-uh-uh, uh-uh, uh-uh
Uh-uh-uh-uh, uh-uh
Uh-uh-uh-uh, uh-uh, uh-uh
A thousand roses for a carnation
A thousand roses for a carnation
A thousand roses for a carnation
A thousand roses for a carnation
Rip my skin off again