She says I've been surviving lost
And I don't mean, the poison's gone
And I feel drained, the side that you know
Will die within me, and I'll be yours

And I know you hope I'm in denial of love
And I know you'll only ever see me in this cell
Hiding and taken to the back of her reason

If I only knew you wouldn't dance, for my money
Only this I know
Time I've seen alone

And find the things that says I'm gone
Inside I breathe and thrive alone
She said: Don't be excitable
The night is deep, I died alone

She's had a dream, wish I hadn't gone
Inside I weep, inside I'm gone
She's saving pain and hiding hope
Inside of me, I've been grown