Testament

Isho

I don't want anything anymore, I just endure days of existencedaremo wakacchakure yashinai ima boku ga kurushimi ikitsuzukeru imi wo

You're all looking down on me with dead eyesmou nanimo hoshikunai ikiru koto ni taeru hibi
In this gloomy room, lukewarm solitude is my ideal friendminna ga shinda you na me de boku wo mikudashiteru
Here my heart can be easekono usugurai heya to atataka na hitorikiri ga
Nobody understands the meaning of the pain I live withboku no risou no tomodachi sa kokoro yasurageru basho sa

Father, mother, I'm sorryotousan okaasan gomen nasai mou boku wa
I seem to be drowning in an endless flood of painowari naki kutsuu no kouzui ni nagasarete shimai sou desu
My wish right now is for the clock to stopdatte ima no boku no kibou wa kono mama tokei wo tomete
I'll close my eyes for eternityme wo tojite shimau koto dakara eien ni

Everyone, thank you for appearing to be so positiveminna uwabe dake no maemuki wo arigatou
For so easily feigning sadnesskantan ni kanashii furi wo shite waratteru omaera ga shinu hodo kirai desu
I hate you guys and your laughter so much I could dieboku ni totte ikiru koto sore wa omaera ni totte no shinu koto de
What I call living is what you call dying, once again, I am crushed by a lump of emotionskanjou no katamari ga kyou mo boku wo oshitsubusu

Nobody understands the meaning of the pain I live withdaremo wakacchakure yashinai ima boku ga kurushimi ikitsuzukeru imi wo
Nobody understands the value of the sadness I live withdaremo wakacchakure yashinai ima boku ga kurushimi ikitsuzukeru kachi wo
I've been robbed of existence, my faintest hope is shatteredsonzai iki subete ubawarete kasukana kibô saemo kudakechitta
How can I be saved? How can I be repaid?dô sureba boku wa sukureru? dô sureba boku wa sukuwareru?

The mass media takes our anguish and turns it into gossipmasumedia wa tayasuku boku-tachi no kurushimi wo jouhou ni okikaeru
It doesn't hesitate in feigning sadness, like a boorish religious adherenttamerai mo naku kanashii furi wo suru buzama na shinkou shinja
Is dying the only wayboku-tachi ga kono inochi akai chi wo kanjiru ni wa
For us to feel our life and our red blood?shinu koto de shika tsutaeru koto wa dekinai no desu ka
If I die, please don't leave flowers on my classroom deskmoshi boku ga nemuttemo kyoushitsu no tsukue ni hana wa okanaide kudasai
I don't need you to act like you're sadkanashisa no enshutsu wa iranai kara

This world created uskono sekai ga bokura wo tsukuridashite
And in this world, we are killedkono sekai ni bokura wa korosareta