Chittomo Shiranakatta

Didn't Know Anything

Chittomo Shiranakatta

The rough wind stings my wounds
ざらざらした風が傷にひりひりしみる
zarazara shita kaze ga kizu ni hirihiri shimiru
The mismatched night drags on
ちぐはぐな夜があとずさりさせる
chiguhagu na yoru ga atozusari saseru

I feel like staining your courage
君の勇気を染まつにしちゃう気がして
kimi no yuuki wo somatsu ni shichau ki ga shite
Unable to match your smile
君の笑顔におりあいがつかなくて
kimi no egao ni oriai ga tsukanakute

Blaming being a burden on my terrible shoes
足手まといなのをひどい靴のせいにした
ashitematoi na no wo hidoi kutsu no sei ni shita
But you embraced me like that
でも君はそんな私を抱きしめた
demo kimi wa sonna watashi wo dakishimeta

The beast-like me, the muddy me
獣みたいな私を泥だらけの私を
kemono mitai na watashi wo dorodarake no watashi wo
Became stronger, sharper, like a medal
強くなった鋭くなった勲章だって
tsuyoku natta surudoku natta kunshou da tte
To the timid me, the lonely me
おじけずいた私にひとりぼっちの私に
ojikezuita watashi ni hitoribocchi no watashi ni
You're kind, honest, it's okay
優しいんだって正直だって大丈夫だって
yasashiin da tte shoujiki da tte daijoubu da tte
Because you smile with a displeased face
何嫌な顔で笑うから
nanikuwanukao de warau kara
I quietly put on my shoes again
そっと靴をはきなおした
sotto kutsu wo haki naoshita

Did you cast a spell? Do you have wings?
魔法をかけたの？羽根が生えてるの
mahou wo kaketa no? hane ga haeteru no?
Where did you learn that? Can I become like that too?
どこで教わったの？私もそうなれるの
doko de osowatta no? watashi mo sou nareru no?
No time to fly in the sky, so don't worry, grit your teeth
空を飛んでる暇なんかないし 気にしないで食いしばって
sora wo tonderu hima nanka nai shi koremiyogashi ni kui shibatte
Becoming strong like a rock
岩みたいに強くなるって
iwa mitai ni tsuyoku naru tte
But you, soft as a feather, having such strength
でも君は羽根のように柔らかくて そんな強さあるだなんて
demo kimi wa hane no you ni yawarakakute sonna tsuyosa aru da nante
I didn't know at all
ちっともちっとも知らなかった
chittomo chittomo shiranakatta

Being a burden because of my stubbornness
足手まといなのは頑固な私で
ashitematoi na no wa ganjigarame no watashi de
So you laughed at my sleepy self?
だから君が寝ぼけた？に笑ってみた
dakara kimi ga neboketa? ni waratte mita

The beast-like me, the muddy me
獣みたいな私も泥だらけの私も
kemono mitai na watashi mo dorodarake no watashi mo
Became stronger, sharper, like a medal
強くなった鋭くなった勲章だって
tsuyoku natta surudoku natta kunshou da tte
The timid me, the lonely me
おじけずいた私もひとりぼっちの私も
ojikezuita watashi mo hitoribocchi no watashi mo
You're kind, honest, it's okay
優しいんだって正直だって大丈夫だって
yasashiin da tte shoujiki da tte daijoubu da tte

But when I'm at my wit's end, I'll go see you
でもお手上げの時は君に会いに行くよ
demo oteage no toki wa kimi ni ai ni iku yo
You'll probably laugh, even at my terrible shoes
笑いながら君は勇うだろうひどい靴だって
warainagara kimi wa yuu darou hidoi kutsu da tte
I'll laugh with you
私も一緒に笑うから
watashi mo issho ni warau kara
And become a little stronger than that time
あの時よりも少しだけ強くなって
ano toki yori mo sukoshi dake tsuyoku natte