With Or Without Me

僕なんかいなくても (With or Without Me)

They trampled on my precious flower
大切な花を踏みにじられた
taisetsu na hana wo fuminijirareta
Afraid of retaliation, I turn my eyes away
報復が怖いから　目を逸らす
hōfuku ga kowai kara me wo sorasu
My timid self, hiding in an ant's nest
いくじなしの僕は蟻の巣の中
ikujinashi no boku wa ari no su no naka
Quietly waits for the misfortune to pass
じっと不幸が過ぎ去るのを待つ
jitto fukō ga sugisaru no wo matsu
Gradually and gradually, my heart becomes dull
だんだんだんだん　心が濁る
dan dan dan dan kokoro ga nigoru
Gradually and gradually, my heart becomes dull
だんだんだんだん　心が濁る
dan dan dan dan kokoro ga nigoru
It feels like there's nothing I can do to change this world
僕には　この世界を変えられないような気がしている
boku ni wa kono sekai wo kaerarenai you na ki ga shite iru

Everyone talks about her behind her back
みんな　あの子の陰口を言うけど
minna ano ko no kageguchi wo iu kedo
But secretly we lend and borrow books
こっそり　本の貸し借りをしてる
kossori hon no kashikari wo shiteru
They point a gun at my head and test my allegiance
銃口向けられ　踏み絵を踏まされ
juukou mukerare fumi e wo fumasareru
I grit my teeth and laugh: She's so annoying
歯を食いしばり「ウザいね」と笑う
ha wo kuishibari \"uzai ne\" to warau
Gradually and gradually, my heart rots
だんだんだんだん　心が腐る
dan dan dan dan kokoro ga kusaru
Gradually and gradually, my heart rots
だんだんだんだん　心が腐る
dan dan dan dan kokoro ga kusaru
It feels like there's nothing I can do to change this world
僕には　この世界を変えられないような気がしている
boku ni wa kono sekai wo kaerarenai you na ki ga shite iru

Zero-degree rain, a fire of expectation extinguished
零度の雨　期待の火が消える
reido no ame kitai no hi ga kieru
If I'm like this, nothing will ever come true
こんな奴じゃ　何も叶わないよ
konna yatsu ja nani mo kanawanai yo
If I'm like this, I'll never be loved by you
こんな奴じゃ　君に愛されないよ
konna yatsu ja kimi ni aisarenai yo

Shut up, I'm gonna live even if I'm a wimp
うるせえ　弱虫でも生きていくんだよ
urusē yowamushi demo ikite ikunda yo
I'm invisible, but there's something I can do, right?
透明な僕にも　何か出来るだろ
tōmei na boku ni mo nanika dekiru daro
The world spins hatefully and indifferently
世界は憎らしく　我関せず回る
sekai wa nikurashiku ware kansezu mawaru
Even with or without me
僕なんかいなくても
boku nanka inakute mo
I wish for a shooting star to the endless fighting
止まない争いに　シューティングスターを
yamanai arasoi ni shūtingusutā wo
I wish for a ray of happiness to those who are kind
優しい人に一縷の幸せを
yasashii hito ni ichiru no shiawase wo
This merciless tragicomedy continues
無慈悲な悲喜劇は続く
mujihi na hikigeki wa tsuzuku
Even with or without me, still
僕なんかいなくても　それでも
boku nanka inakute mo soredemo
I have to do something, still
やらなくちゃ　それでも
yaranakucha soredemo
I have to do something, still
やらなくちゃ　それでも
yaranakucha soredemo

The medal I dedicated my youth to win
青春捧げて手にしたメダルを
seishun sasagete te ni shita medaru wo
Was taken away from me in two or three seconds
あの人に2、3秒で奪われ
ano hito ni 2, 3 byō de ubaware
Crushed by the crowd of countless heroes
星の数ほどいる主役の群れに
hoshi no kazu hodo iru shuyaku no mure ni
I eventually turn into a shellfish
押し潰されて　やがて貝になる
oshitsubusarete yagate kai ni naru
Gradually and gradually, my heart dies
だんだんだんだん　心が終わる
dan dan dan dan kokoro ga owaru
Gradually and gradually, my heart dies
だんだんだんだん　心が終わる
dan dan dan dan kokoro ga owaru
It feels like it doesn't matter whether I'm here or not
僕なんか　いてもいなくても同じような気がしている
boku nanka ite mo inakute mo onaji you na ki ga shite iru

Dreams and frauds have the same face
「夢」も「詐欺」も　同じ顔してる
"yume\" mo \"sagi\" mo onaji kao shiteru
Those who believe will all be saved
信じる者は　みんな救われるの
shinjiru mono wa minna sukuwareru no
I, who can't believe, will not be saved?
信じきれない僕は救われないの？
shinjikirenai boku wa sukuwarenai no

Who cares, my heart's still beating
知らねえよ　まだ心臓は動いてんだよ
shirane yo mada shinzō wa ugoiten da yo
How many years have I continued losing this fixed game?
敗戦続きの出来レース　何年目だろう
haisen tsuzuki no dekirēsu nannen me darou
After I've died, the Sun will yet rise
息絶えたその後も　陽は昇る
iki taeta sono ato mo hi wa noboru
Even with or without me, still
僕なんかいなくても　それでも
boku nanka inakute mo soredemo
I have to do something, still
やらなくちゃ　それでも
yaranakucha soredemo
Even if I'm hated by myself
自分に嫌われても
jibun ni kirawaretemo

Gradually and gradually, life begins to shine
だんだんだんだん　命が光る
dan dan dan dan inochi ga hikaru
Gradually and gradually, life begins to shine
だんだんだんだん　命が光る
dan dan dan dan inochi ga hikaru
Even if I'm covered with mud, even if it's all in my head
泥にまみれても　思い過ごしでも
doro ni mamirete mo omoisugoshi demo
Twinkling and twinkling, life begins to shine
キラキラキラキラキラキラ光る
kirakira kirakira kirakira kirakira hikaru
This nightmare will end, I cling to a fantasy
「悪い夢は終わる」　綺麗事にすがる
warui yume wa owaru\" kirei koto ni sugaru
Even if it's all meaningless
すべて無意味だとしても
subete muimi da to shitemo

Shut up, I'm gonna live even if I'm a wimp
うるせえ　弱虫でも生きていくんだよ
urusē yowamushi demo ikite ikunda yo
I'm invisible, but there's something I can do, right?
透明な僕にも　何か出来るだろ
tōmei na boku ni mo nanika dekiru daro
The world spins hatefully and indifferently
世界は憎らしく　我関せず回る
sekai wa nikurashiku ware kansezu mawaru
Even with or without me
僕なんかいなくても
boku nanka inakute mo
I wish for a shooting star to the endless fighting
止まない争いに　シューティングスターを
yamanai arasoi ni shūtingusutā wo
I wish, please, for all the happiness to those who are kind
優しい人には　どうか　めいっぱいの幸せを
yasashii hito ni wa douka meippai no shiawase wo
Even if I know it won't come true
叶わないと分かっていても
kanawanai to wakatte ite mo
Even if the world has already ended
この世界が終わっていても
kono sekai ga owatte ite mo
Even with or without me, still
僕なんかいなくても　それでも
boku nanka inakute mo soredemo
I have to do something, still
やらなくちゃ　それでも
yaranakucha soredemo
I have to do something, still
やらなくちゃ　それでも
yaranakucha soredemo
Even with or without me, still
僕なんかいなくても　それでも
boku nanka inakute mo soredemo