Depois do Fim Ainda Dói

Even After It's Over, It Still Hurts

Depois do Fim Ainda Dói

I thought that when it was all overEu achei que quando tudo acabasse
It was going to stop hurtingIa parar de doer

How many nights did I pretend not to feel?Quantas noites eu fingi não sentir?
How many times have I smiled just to avoid hurting you?Quantas vezes sorri só pra não te ferir?
I pieced together fragments that weren't even mineEu juntei pedaços que nem eram meus
To fill the hole you forgotPra tapar o buraco que você esqueceu

There's a weight on my chest that won't go awayTem um peso no peito que não vai sair
And a silence screaming inside meE um silêncio gritando dentro de mim
If I disappear in the crowdSe eu desaparecer no meio da multidão
It's just another name without explanationVira só mais um nome sem explicação

I tried to find myself, but I only got lostEu tentei me encontrar, mas só me perdi
Every step forward pulls me back hereCada passo pra frente me puxa pra aqui
And if I fall again, I won't be able to resistE se eu cair de novo, não vou resistir
I'm tired of pretending I still know I existCansei de fingir que ainda sei existir

If it's all overSe tudo acabou
Why does it still burn in here?Por que ainda queima aqui dentro?
I stopped running awayEu deixei de fugir
But I couldn't find a momentMas não encontrei um momento

If the world has fallen apartSe o mundo caiu
I fell too, without reactingEu caí junto, sem reação
And amidst the remainsE no meio dos restos
All that's left is lonelinessSó sobrou solidão

I learned to live with nothingEu aprendi a conviver com o nada
I transformed a scar into a roadTransformei cicatriz em estrada
Each tap became a warningCada toque virou um aviso
And each word, an abyssE cada palavra, um abismo

They say time heals all woundsDizem que o tempo resolve a dor
But he only changes the location wherever he goesMas ele só muda o lugar onde for
Because everything I try to forgetPorque tudo que eu tento esquecer
He always finds a way to reappearSempre dá um jeito de reaparecer

I tried to breathe but the air feels wrongI tried tô breathe but the air feels wrong
Like I've been lost here for too longLike I've been lost here for too long
Every memory cuts me deepEvery memory cuts me deep
Even silence won't let me sleepEven silence won't let me sleep

No light ahead, no hand to holdNo light ahead, no hand tô hold
Just empty nights that never get oldJust empty nights that never get old
If this is healing, I don't see howIf this is healing, I don't see how
I'm still breaking down nowI'm still breaking now

If it's all overSe tudo acabou
Why does it still burn in here?Por que ainda queima aqui dentro?
I stopped running awayEu deixei de fugir
But I couldn't find a momentMas não encontrei um momento

If the world has fallen apartSe o mundo caiu
I fell too, without reactingEu caí junto, sem reação
And amidst the remainsE no meio dos restos
All that's left is lonelinessSó sobrou solidão

So leave it at thatEntão deixa assim
Don't try to understandNão tenta entender

There are pains that lingerTem dores que ficam
Even after deathMesmo depois de morrer