Clear

Words fall out of my mouth
They drift to the ground and they don't make a sound
I'll try to assemble them back to the
Place in my head, but I fear that I lack

The proper speak that I need
To narrate the scene, to tell you these things
The proper place for my thoughts
I know that I'm not, I know that I'm not

So clear and transparent
Well, I'll try but I can't promise it
So dark but delicate
Well, I'm rough around the edges and

You can try smooth me down
But I'm not, no, I'm not it
You can try to smooth me down
But I'm not ready to forget

You can try to smooth me down
But I'm not, no, I'm not it
You can try smooth me down
But I'm not ready to forget

You can try to smooth me down
You can try to smooth me
I'm not ready to forget

Take back all that I've said
I've said it before and I'll say it again
It's not like me to pretend
But the best part of me is the worst I can give

But you make me so terrified
I tried to reply but I'm shaking inside
You gave me a tongue just to tie
I'll swallow my pride if you swear not to lie

Hard to read and hard to speak to
But don't take my word
'Cause I'm honestly so bored of being
Misunderstood, I'm not

So clear and transparent
Well, I'll try but I can't promise it
So dark but delicate
Well, I'm rough around the edges and

You can try smooth me down
But I'm not, no, I'm not it
You can try to smooth me down
But I'm not ready to forget