Te perdí

I Lost You

Te perdí

I have a pain here that wants to come outTengo aquí una pena que quiere salir
And a great remorse that speaks to me of youY un gran remordimiento que me habla de ti
You do not see in me what I am, but what I wasNo ves en mí lo que soy, sinó lo que fui
You keep what I hide, and not what I gaveTe quedas con lo que escondo, y no con lo que di

I look at you and I swear I don't know what to sayTe miro y te lo juro no sé qué decir
The damage we did to ourselves is not going to healEl daño que nos hicimos no se va a curar
If you think I have doubts, the answer is yesSi crees que tengo dudas la respuesta es sí
If you ask until when, I say until the endSi preguntas hasta cuándo, digo hasta el final

We cry until the sun comes out againLloramos hasta que vuelve a salir el sol
I don't fit into this puzzle you call loveYo no encajo en este puzzle al que llamas amor
I'm not what you expected, now you see itNo soy lo que esperabas ahora ya lo ves
But you didn't understand me eitherPero tú tampoco me llegaste a comprender

Not everything is as pretty as it was painted yesterdayQue no todo es tan bonito como ayer nos lo pintaban
They don't tell you when you start that in the end everything endsNo te dicen cuándo empiezas que al final todo se acaba
That life takes a thousand turnsQue la vida da mil vueltas
And steals what you lovedY te roba lo que amabas
And he never gives you back that piece that you were missingY ya nunca te devuelve ese trozo que te faltaba

I lost youTe perdí
For not understanding what you neededPor no entender lo que necesitabas
For lying to your face a thousand timesPor mentirte mil veces a la cara
For not taking care of what mattered most, I did not value youPor no cuidar lo que mas importaba, no te valoraba
Then I lost youEntonces te perdí

I silenced your voice with my screamsYo con mis gritos apagué tu voz
And it's something I won't forgive myself forY es algo que no me perdonaré
If I don't want you, God, come down nowSi no te quiero que baje ahora Dios
And I heard your goodbye, I will die, ehY escuche tu adiós, yo me moriré, eh

I have a thousand defects that I never acceptedYo tengo mil defectos que nunca acepté
I never learned to love, that is the great truthNunca aprendí a querer, esa es la gran verdad
What damage pride didQue daño hizo el orgullo
Both mine and yoursTanto el mío como el tuyo
That which sometimes blinds us and does not let us walkEse que aveces nos ciega y no nos deja andar

Everything I have learned I may have forgottenTodo lo que he aprendido tal vez lo olvidé
Because I keep tripping on the same stepPorque sigo tropezando en el mismo escalón
If I ever offend you I never thought about itSi alguna vez te ofendo nunca lo pensé
And I know that it is no longer enough to ask for forgivenessY es que sé que ya no basta con pedir perdón

Not everything is as pretty as it was painted yesterdayQue no todo es tan bonito como ayer nos lo pintaban
They don't tell you when you start that in the end everything endsNo te dicen cuando empiezas que al final todo se acaba
That life takes a thousand turns and steals from you what you lovedQue la vida da mil vueltas y te roba lo que amabas
And he never gives you back that piece that you were missingY ya nunca te devuelve ese trozo que te faltaba

I lost youTe perdí
For not understanding what you neededPor no entender lo que necesitabas
For lying to your face a thousand timesPor mentirte mil veces a la cara
For not taking care of what mattered most, I did not value youPor no cuidar lo que mas importaba, no te valoraba
Then I lost youEntonces te perdí

I silenced your voice with my screams, and that is something I will not forgive myself forYo con mis gritos apagué tu voz, y es algo que no me perdonaré
If I don't love you, God, come down nowSi no te quiero que baje ahora Dios
And I heard your goodbye, I will dieY escuche tu adiós, yo me moriré

I lost youTe perdí
For not understanding what you neededPor no entender lo que necesitabas
For lying to your face a thousand timesPor mentirte mil veces a la cara
For not taking care of what mattered most, I did not value youPor no cuidar lo que mas importaba, no te valoraba
Then I lost youEntonces te perdí