Scattered

I'm all alone in this empty room
Voices screaming, lights flashing
Shaking ... crying ... so desperate
I just want to remember

Is this a nightmare?
Or a memory from a distant future?
What have I done?
...What am I about to do?

Never certain
Blank spots stain my dim mind
Never secure
Obscure curtain makes me blind

Lost control of me
Never had it in the first place
As the memories keep flashing
I come to reveal my true face

Is the blood in my hands
From my own bleeding wounds?
Or from the resting peaces
Scattered around me?

Never certain
Blank spots stain my dim mind
Never secure
Obscure curtain makes me blind

We're all alone in this empty room
I am screaming, you are laughing
Showing me my deeds, my desires
I just want to forget

Are these flashes in my head
Just a distant memory?
Or the peaces of my mind
You've scattered around me?

Never certain
Blank spots stain my dim mind
Never secure
Obscure curtain makes me blind