Good Mourning Forgiveness

Couple years ago I took it for granted
Careless like it would never end
A vicious game played on the back of my family
Counting on silence to avoid tragedy

One cold winter night
Truth was revealed

Out of words I had no excuses
What to say when everything is selfishly executed

Find myself alone
With nobody to surround me
And in the end it's like a king with no throne
Like a horse without a knight
The damage was so grand
Never again will I be able to...
There's was no way I could turn back time
Thought it was over
Never again will I be able to...
There was no way I could turn back time
Thought the story's ending has been penned
Thought it was over

Isolated spending the sentence, reflecting 24/7
What I had done would it ever be forgiven

Is there a second chance for such a lame treason?
Or just death as a lesson

And I prayed until forgiveness came
Thought it was over