Shinitagari

Death Wish

Shinitagari

Not a single cloud in the sky
くもひとつのないにちようび
kumo hitotsu no nai nichiyoubi
Lazing around, feeling suffocated
じだらくひたってゆうえつかん
jidaraku hitatte yuuetsukan
Even though I don't really feel like it
たいしてきもちくないくせに
taishite kimochikunai kuse ni
I put on a happy face, pretending
よろこぶすがたはらりぱっぱ
yorokobu sugata wa raripappa
Gathering unnecessary attention is a hassle
わざわねたあつめにひっし
wazawa neta atsume ni hisshi
Just an ordinary person, a coward
うつぼうきどりのいっぱんじん
utsubyou kidori no ippanjin
Acting nice is just too much trouble
いいひとぶってはげますのももうめんどいは
ii hito butte hagemasu no mo moo mendoi wa

I wish for death, it's okay
しにたがりしんでもいいよ
shinitagari shinde mo ii yo
No one will care anyway
だれもかまっちゃくれやしないよ
daremo kamaccha kure yashinai yo
I wish for death, it's okay
しにたがりしんでもいいよ
shinitagari shinde mo ii yo
I'm tired of hearing it's okay
もうききあきたしんでもいいよ
mou kikiakita shinde mo ii yo

What do you understand about me?
おまえになにがわかるんだと
omae ni nani ga wakarunda to
You, who don't understand me, say
ぼくをわからないきみがいう
boku wo wakaranai kimi ga iu
'Just get over it and leave me alone'
ならかってにしなせてくれと
nara katte ni shinasete kure to
You, who can't be alone, say
ひとりになれないきみがいう
hitori ni narenai kimi ga iu
No matter how much you complain
どんなにふこうをなげいても
donna ni fukou wo nageitemo
In the end, it's all meaningless
けっきょくのところたにんごと
kekkyoku no tokoro tanin goto
Crying, screaming, even breaking your neck
ないてわめいててくびきれど
naite wameite tekubi kiredo
It's all so fake
わざとらしいは
wazato rashii wa

I wish for death, it's okay
しにたがりしんでもいいよ
shinitagari shinde mo ii yo
No one will notice the wounds anyway
だれもきずいちゃくれやしないよ
daremo kizuicha kure yashinai yo
I wish for death, it's okay
しにたがりしんでもいいよ
shinitagari shinde mo ii yo
Might as well be miserable
どおせみじめだしんでもいいよ
doose mijime da shinde mo ii yo

I wish for death, yet I'm still alive
しにたがりまだいきてんの
shinitagari mada ikiten no?
Why am I alive when I want to die?
しにたいくせになぜいきてんの
shinitai kuse ni naze ikiten no?
I wish for death, it's okay
しにたがりしんでもいいよ
shinitagari shinde mo ii yo
It's better to die, it's better to die
しんだらいいよしんだらいいよ
shinitaindaro? shindara ii yo
I don't want to live, don't want to die
いきたくないしんたくもない
ikitakunai shinitaku mo nai
Don't know what I want
なにがしたいのかわからない
nani ga shitai no ka wakaranai
Even if you ask me, I'll struggle
ぼくにきかれてもこまるのさ
boku ni kikaretemo komaru no sa
Without beating around the bush
つべこべいわずに
tsubekobe iwazu ni
Should I live or die? Let's decide
いきるかしぬのかいっちゃえてえええ
ikiru ka shinu no ka icchaetteee

I wish for death, it's okay
しにたがりしんでもいいよ
shinitagari shinde mo ii yo
No one will care anyway
だれもかまっちゃくれやしないよ
daremo kamaccha kure yashinai yo
I wish for death, it's okay
しにたがりしんでもいいよ
shinitagari shinde mo ii yo
Just do it on your own, it's better to die
かってにしろよしんだらいいよ
katte ni shiro yo shindara ii yo

I wish for death, yet I'm still alive
しにたがりまだいきてんの
shinitagari mada ikiten no?
Decide quickly, should I live or die?
いきるかしぬかとっととしろよ
ikiru ka shinu ka tottoto shiro yo
I wish for death, it's okay
しにたがりしんでもいいよ
shinitagari shinde mo ii yo
If you don't want to die, then just live on
しにたくないならせーぜーいきのびろ
shinitakunai nara seezee iki nobiro
Don't come this way
したこっちゃねえよ
shita koccha nee yo
Wishing for death, wishing for death
しにたがりしにたがり
shinitagari shinitagari
Wishing for death, hey, wishing for death
しにたがりねえしにたがり
shinitagari nee shinitagari
Decide quickly, just live on without beating around the bush
つべこべいわずにせーぜーいきのびろ
tsubekobe iwazu ni seezee iki nobiro