Kyouki Chinden

Madness of the Dawn

Kyouki Chinden

Under the burning sky at dawn
暁に燃える空の下
Akatsuki ni moeru sora no shita
Swallowing the stone I lent myself
自らに貸した石を飲み込む
Mizukara ni kashita ishi wo nomikomu
The fog that wrapped around me clears
纏わりついた霧は晴れて
Matowaritsuita kiri wa harete
Yet those eyes are tinged with shadows
織りしもその目は陰りを帯びる
Orishimo sono me wa kageri wo obiru

Unknowingly, everyone hates blood
誰もが知らずに血を憎み合い
Daremo ga shirazuni chi wo nikumiai
Living off the blood-soaked toast
浴びる血の祝杯に生かされる
Abiru chi no shukuhai ni ikasareru

What do you wish for, what do you scream?
何を望み何を叫べ
Nani wo nozomi nani wo sake
For whom have you colored your life?
誰のために彩めてきたのか
Dare no tame ni ayamete kita no ka
Ah, I don’t understand
ああ分からない
Aa wakaranai
Someone
誰か
Dareka

Getting used to pretending to be controlled
操られる振りにも慣れて
Ayatsurareru furi ni mo narete
If I could sneak into those eyes like a craftsman
匠にその目に忍び込めたら
Takumi ni sono me ni shinobikometara
Should I install a lock, forever
鍵でも取り付け永遠に
Kagi demo toritsuke eien ni
So I can’t escape this feeling?
逃げ出せないよう感覚しようか
Nigedasenai you kanshi shiyou ka

The cage that dwells in my heart expands
心に宿う檻が広がって
Kokoro ni sukuu ori ga hirogatte
Infiltrating my solid consciousness
堅固なる意識を侵食する
Kenjou naru ishiki wo shinshoku suru

Faded memories of pleasure
薄れた記憶快楽の
Useta kioku kairaku no
Sinking into madness
狂気の中に沈み込み
Kyouki no naka ni shizumikomi
Repainting the past
過去を塗り替えては
Kako wo nurikaete wa
And changing it
変える
Kaeru

I don’t understand, I don’t understand anything anymore
分からない もう何も分からない I
Wakaranai mou nanimo wakara na I
Me, you, who, where are you?
私 あなた 誰 何処にいる
Watashi anata dare nani doko ni iru
Someone
誰か
Dareka

What do you wish for, what do you scream?
何を望み何を叫べ
Nani wo nozomi nani wo sake
For whom have you colored your life?
誰のために彩めてきたのだろう
Dare no tame ni ayamete kita no darou
Faded memories of pleasure
薄れた記憶快楽の
Useta kioku kairaku no
Sinking into madness
狂気の中に沈み込み
Kyouki no naka ni shizumikomi
Repainting the past
過去を塗り替えては
Kako wo nurikaete wa
And changing it
変える
Kaeru

The cruel madness of the feast
残酷な狂宴のmadness
Zankoku na kyouen no madness
The cruel and righteous madness
残酷で正鵆なmadness
Zankoku de shouzen na madness