Bona Fide Push Over

I am alone and feeling deprived
Maybe it's because I don't know what's inside
Of my heart, and in my mind
When all my thoughts are kept inside
Some of my thoughts deal with death
But most deal with happiness
Of a girl that I can see
But she's not here next to me
Once I thought of a time
When everything was fine
And everyone just liked me
For trying to be me
So now I am alone
With no one to call my own
Thinking of the time that has passed
Which could have been a real blast
I always thought way too hard
About problems people face in everyday life
I know thinking too much is not good for you
But when you are lonely its something to do