Gehenna (ジェヘナ)

Gehenna

Gehenna (ジェヘナ)

Hey, how are you? How's it going?
なあ元気？調子はどうだい
naa genki? choushi wa dou dai?
Oh, I've stopped that kind of thing
ああもうね、そういうのやめたんだ
aa mou ne sou iu no yametan da
Yeah, it seems there's no hope of recovery
うん、なんかもう回復の見込みはないそうなんだ
un nanka mou kaifuku no mikomi wa nai sou nanda
Please don't ask anything
何も聞かないでくれ
nani mo kikanaide kure

Regret, sleep, fragment, meeting
後悔寝ぶみ断章会
koukai nebumi danshoukai
Even the courage to surrender beyond care
介護越通勇もサレンダーだ
kaigo etsu kyouyuu mo sarendaa da
Yes, that's right, it was my fault as a witness
はい、そうです、証人証明僕のせいだった
hai sou desu shoushinshoumei boku no sei datta
A common story
よくある話
yoku aru hanashi

Wanting to make it simple and clear
単純明快を物にしたくて
tanjunmeikai wo mono ni shitakute
Killing the ideal of what should be
確かあるべきという理想を殺して
kaku arubeki to iu risou wo koroshite
I don't even have the courage to run away anymore
もう三三だって逃げる勇気もない
mou sanzan datte nigeru yuuki mo nai
Quickly, fall more
早くもっと落ちて
hayaku motto ochite

I want to live
生きていたいよ
ikite itai yo
Blocking the dancing sun
舞い陽のどを塞ぐ
maiyo nodo wo fusagu
Transparent outline
透明の概要
toumei no gaiyou
Even the existence that bugs the ashes
灰を虫ばむ実在も
hai wo mushibamu jitsuzai mo

Unreasonableness and loneliness
理不尽も孤独も
rifujin mo kodoku mo
No need to resent
恨まなくていい
uramanakute ii
None of them have meaning
それらすべて意味はないんだ
sorera subete imi wa nain da
We have no choice but to live
僕らは生きるしかないんだ
bokura wa ikiru shikanain da

Hey, how about you over there?
おいお前そっちはどうだい
oi omae socchi wa dou dai
Oh, you're still doing that kind of thing
ああまだそんなことやってんだ
aa mada sonna koto yatten da
By the way, what happened to the girl you were dating?
そういや付き合ってた子とはどうなったんだ
sou iya tsukiatteta ko to wa dou nattan da
Please don't say anything
何も言わないでくれ
nani mo iwanaide kure

Future, aim, feeling of defeat
将来狙い敗北感
shourai netami haibokukan
Even the wireless neck doesn't get tangled
ワイヤレス首もつれないな
waiyaresu kubi mo tsurenai na
Yes, it was a story that soaked into the transformation of mutual joy
はい、共悦大変身に染みるお話でした
hai kyouetsu taihen mi ni shimiru ohanashi deshita
Are you satisfied?
満たされたかい
mitasareta kai

Disinfecting the heart that has turned black and murky
真っ黒く濁って割れた心を
makkuroku nigotte wareta kokoro o
Sleeping with alcohol
アルコールで消毒して眠る
arukooru de shoudoku shite nemuru
Becoming the water of a calm river
もう安堪たる大河の水になって
mou antan taru taiga no mizu ni natte
Fall more and more and more and more
もっともっともっともっと落ちて
motto motto motto motto ochite

I want to live
生きていたいよ
ikite itai yo
Grasping the dancing sun
舞い陽のどを掴む
maiyo nodo wo tsukamu
The air, the future
空気も未来も
kuuki mo mirai mo
Even the lump of flesh that speaks of the organs
内臓を語る肉塊も
naizou wo kataru nikukai mo

Happiness and the universe
幸せも宇宙も
shiawase mo uchuu mo
No need to doubt
疑わなくていい
utagawanakute ii
None of them will change
それらすべて変わらないんだ
sorera subete kawaranain da
We don't need to know
僕らは知らなくていいんだ
bokura wa shiranakute iin da

I want to live
生きていたいよ
ikite itai yo
Even though there's no hope
何の希望もないけど
nande ka wakaranai kedo
I want to live
生きていたいよ
ikite itai yo
The DNA called the Bible
DNAという聖書
dna to iu seisho

Instinct and fear
本能も恐怖も
honnou mo kyoufu mo
No need to resent
恨まなくていい
uramanakute ii
Nothing will change anyway
どうせ何も変わらないんだ
douse nani mo kawaranain da

I want to live
生きていたいよ
ikite itai yo
Even though there's no hope
何の希望もないけど
nan no kibou mo nai kedo
I want to live
生きていたいよ
ikite itai yo
Instinct pulses red
本能は赤く脈打つの
honnou wa akaku myakuutsu no

I want to live
生きていたいよ
ikite itai yo
I don't want to live
生きてたくないよ
ikitetakunai yo
It's really a shame, but
本当に残念だけど
hontou ni zannen dakedo
We have no choice but to live
僕らは生きるしかないんだ
bokura wa ikiru shikanain da

I'm sorry for lying
騙してごめんよ
damashite gomen yo
I'm sorry for not being able to say
言えなくてごめんよ
ienakute gomen yo
And it's really sad, but
そして本当に悲しいけれど
soshite hontou ni kanashii keredo
Suffering is the only bond
苦しみだけが絆なんだ
kurushimi dake ga kizuna nanda