Bully

Act like a good guy
I really hate to lie
Can't explain why
I treat them like flies

I feel like a hypocrite
When I'm nice to strangers
But then ignore my brothers
I really wish I was the one they needed
I just hope they exceed

Ever since I was a kid
I would take the hit
When I got brothers I would
Take it out on them
Stuck wishing what I could be
Don't want to admit
That I'm really a bully
Treat others how they used to
That is no excuse
Take out my pain on others
Then watch them suffer
Stuck wishing what I could be
Don't want to admit
That I'm really a bully

I lack empathy
I feel supremacy
I know its wrong, I just want sympathy

One day I'm filled with regret
The next I forget
Back to feeling upset, beget
Wish I treated them better
They know I'm bitter
Still they face the pressure

Ever since I was a kid
I would take the hit
When I got brothers I would
Take it out on them
Stuck wishing what I could be
Don't want to admit
That I'm really a bully
Treat others how they used to
That is no excuse
Take out my pain on others
Than watch them suffer
Stuck wishing what I could be
Don't want to admit
That I'm really a bully

Act like a good guy
I really hate to lie
Can't explain why
I treat them like flies

I feel like a hypocrite
When I'm nice to strangers
But than ignore my brothers
I really wish I was the one they needed
I just hope they exceed

Ever since I was a kid
I would take the hit
When I got brothers I would
Take it out on them
Stuck wishing what I could be
Don't want to admit
That I'm really a bully
Treat others how they used to
That is no excuse
Take out my pain on others
Than watch them suffer
Stuck wishing what I could be
Don't want to admit
That I'm really a bully