Grudge

I've grown so tired waiting
For you to pick up the phone
But you're not home
I wish that you would calm down
I can't take the screaming anymore
It's tearing thru my soul

I'll never hold a grudge again
I'll never break until the end

I've left my soul soul open
Trying to make some sence of you
But nothings true
When i was young times judged me
Missed my own heart for too long
My souls too wrong

When i was living on the streets
We're you ever there for me
No, you always had something better to do
Now darkness comes to play
But the hate will always stay
What the fuck do you want me to say?