Kicking It Under

Caught in the lines in between
Fairness and hipocrasy
To me it just doesnt seem right
To give wings then expect not to fly
My girl is a cute little freak
Monogamys getting to me
Im shot my emotions are fried
I push you away then need you by my side
And i hope that i dont pay for my mistakes
Ive made with your love baby
Hopefully i can keep kickin' it under
All the time i get so sick
I dont know if im full of shit yeah
All the time just kickin' it under
Everythings bottled in me
So i freak out and play 'till i bleed
We only hang out when we sleep
Shes got to be tired of me