My Disease

Sweaty palms and itchy skin
Precursor to the pain
Of the burning in my chest
And the fire in my brain

Questioning all that I am
Traveling my mind
Drowning in my mixed emotions
Honor fighting pride
Nowhere to hide

I crave the illness that you
Give me with your eyes
Stomach pain and bleeding brain
Are with me through the highs
Contaminating poison
In my blood is crippling me
Compulsion that I feel
Is eating me like a disease

Plague in the mind
In the heart of a man
Bringing such despair
Auto-masochistic instincts
We're driven by beware

I grow cold and nauseous
When your skin touches mine
A sick combination
Of disgusting and divine

I crave the illness
That you give me with your eyes
Stomach pain and bleeding brain
Are with me through the highs
Contaminating poison
In my blood is crippling me
Compulsion that I feel
Is eating me like a disease

These cannot be my thoughts
These are not my deeds
Destiny is a blessing I'm denied
Fate is just a knife

You're my disease

I crave the illness
That you give me with your eyes
Stomach pain and bleeding brain
Are with me through the highs
Contaminating poison
In my blood is crippling me
Infatuation infestation is my disease
You are my disease