I Used To Have Strings

I don't feel the weight of the world anymore
I let go of everything I used to know
I don't feel the pain in my chest like before, like before

So why do I care-re?
When I know I don't belong anywhere-ere
And they'll never understand what I am, am
There's no place for me and I'll have nothing to lose if I lose everything
I used to look up, I used to have strings

But now I'm free
But now I'm free
But now I'm free
But now I'm free

Tryna sell me dreams I no longer believe
Tryna make me someone I never could be
Why do I keep chasing what's out of my reach, my reach?

And why does it hurt, hurt
When I know I'll never get what I deserve, erve
And they'll never understand what I'm worth, worth
There's no place for me and I'll have nothing to lose if I lose everything
I used to look up, I used to have strings

But now I'm free
But now I'm free
But now I'm free
But now I'm free