Lost

There is just something about life that doesnt suit me
I will take it when Im ready hold it steady dont miss
I took life and fucked it like the whore it is
dont Judge me Im gone if this is the end
Im ready take it take it rape it fuck life Nothing starts till I end
calm down and watch it go watch the world stand still is so depressing
but I sleep cant close my eyes but I dont fear death just let me its over
eternal light blacked at sight FUCK~!~

Every one wanted it like this
Including me
Fuck it Im gone
its over I win
when Im gone
LIFE BEGAINS!!!!

Life is optional and Death is manditory life doesnt exceed
a bullet slit wrists equals glory I close my eyes
and see the demons of hell
Im losing it my life is a Nightmare let me end and let me die
let me die let me die!! the voices in my head tell me to take my life I agree say hello
this is my way to SUCCEED!!!