Everybody Leaves

I’m floating between happy
And I’m floating between sad
It’s weird, 'cause I can’t decide
What I really am

I had a lover lost that
Like most things I obtain
Now I’m an insomniac
With a messy and damaged brain

And it’s frustrating
I’m not the same and
It’s upsetting and it’s a shame
Can’t anybody stay
Anybody stay
And make me feel less insane
I can’t help wondering why everybody leaves
And I’m always the one in pain
I’m always the one in pain

I’m falling I’m crashing down
I’m screaming, but there's no sound
But flowers still look pretty
And the sun still makes me warm
So I can’t be that empty
Or is it the calm before the storm
Is the calm before the storm

And it’s frustrating
I’m not the same and
It’s upsetting and it’s a shame
Can’t anybody stay
Anybody stay
And make me feel less insane
I can’t help wondering why everybody leaves
And I’m always the one in pain
I’m always the one in pain

I hate the rain, but if the rain was love
I’d stand in it til I’m soaking wet
I’d never want it to stop
Oh, I hate the rain, but if the rain was love
I’d stand in it til I’m soaking wet
I’d never want it to stop

And it’s frustrating
I’m not the same and
It’s upsetting and it’s a shame
Can’t anybody stay
Anybody stay
And make me feel less insane
I can’t help wondering why everybody leaves
And I’m always the one in pain
I’m always the one in pain