Video Girl

I wish that I looked like you
And lately I've been working on my smile too
I wonder if it's good enough
And I hate my blue jeans
But I don't really know what suits me
And I don't have the money to figure it out

I don't fucking know what to do about it

Video girl, I wanna live in your world
Does it make you happy? 'Cause that's what I heard
Wish I could look out through your lens
What's it like in the deep end?

All my friends are slowly fading
Yeah, I feel like they hate me or they're faking
Maybe I'll do better on my own (on my own, on my own)
I feel like I'm lying on a hospital bed
Everybody's staring, is it something I said?
Won't you tell me the truth like you used to do?

I don't fucking know what to do about it

Video girl, I wanna live in your world
Does it make you happy? 'Cause that's what I heard
Wish I could look out through your lens
What's it like in the deep end?

Video girl, I wanna live in your world
Be your best friend or maybe if you prefer
We can meet up and just pretend
Be a video girl for the weekend

Video girl let me live in your world
Video girl let me live in your world
Video girl let me live in your world
Video girl let me live in your world
One, two, three, four

Video girl, I wanna live in your world
Does it make you happy? 'Cause that's what I heard
Wish I could look out through your lens
What's it like in the deep end?

Video girl, I wanna live in your world
Be your best friend or maybe if you prefer
We can meet up and just pretend
Be a video girl for the weekend

Video girl, I wanna live in your world
You say you're unhappy but that seems absurd
It's easy to say from the outside
Video girl, what's on your mind?