Your Eulogy

Tell me why
Do you always have to go
At the worst time possible?
Are you leaving me on purpose
So this pain can help me grow?

I wish that I
Could turn back time
I wish that I could have fixed you
And every night
You cross my mind
And I'm terrified I can't reach you

My God, give me something
That could heal
Please drain this ocean that I'm in
Before I'm gone
Before I'm gone

Tell me how
Do you expect me to cope
With the things that I now know?
Are you even there, are you listening
Or am I losing control?

You never asked for anything
You never showed me any signs
How could you turn away from, from family
And then decide to end your life

I wish that I
Could turn back time
I wish that I could have fixed you
And every night
You cross my mind
And I'm terrified I can't reach you

My God, give me something
That could heal
Please drain this ocean that I'm in
Before I'm gone
Before I'm gone

Here's all I need you to know
If it's the last thing you remember
Is that I really did my best
So that your memory could last

Here's all I need you to know
If it's the last thing you remember
Is that I really did my best
So that your memory could last

I know it's dark and lonely there
And you could really use a friend
Remember, I will always care
I won't forget till the very end

Here's all I need you to know
If it's the last thing you remember
Is that I really did my best
So that your memory could last