My Cold Sadness

I have no courage on this road
I'm so lonely by thy grave
Since you lay down on green earth
How can we tell him? She died...
He is coming... No!”
Why is that, thy crystalline eyes look so empty
You are behind shadows

My despair awaits thy crying dream
Our secrets smell sorrow
I will not change my fate i know in this cold lands
Everything is lost... everything is despaired
Life is over... sunset is so far...
My mind asks questions which has lost reason

Winds cover thy captured silence with impatience
My cold sadness roams around my broken heart
through grief-loaded whisperings
For whom i might pray for one last time
Who can mourn again for you one last time
Who might burn again one more time for my starving soul
My hopeless,pain-smelled waiting shouldn't end
Before fire conquers my broken soul.